WryTerraThe reason we say "European"
912 posts
Location: Cheltenham


Posted:
Once I had a friend. I loved her but I didn't know how I loved her. I tried to explore that love with her. We made each other happy, then we made each other sad.

She was an inspiration. She was my muse. She helped me to write, to draw, to sing songs, to play with fire. So I wrote, I drew, I sung songs and I played with fire. But when you play with fire you get burnt. Whilst I wear no scars I was burnt.

I still regret what I lost, I expect I always will, but I regret more that I am the cause for my loss. I have lost more than that friend. I have lost what surrounds her. Other people who I met through her. Things I discovered through her. Places I discovered through her.

She was a part of my life and will always be a part of my heart and my memory. Whether she knows it or not, whether she can believe it or not in light of my behaviour, I wish her well.

I want her to have love from the people around her.

I want her to have happiness.

I want her to have peace.

I want her to have growth.

I want her to have warmth.

I want her to have comfort.

I want her to have an open soul.

I want her to have friends.

I want her to have sanctuary.

I want her to have fulfilment.

I want her to have what her heart desires.

She is the most amazing and exceptional person I have met and I hope she knows how much I thank her for everything she has given me, done for me and made me.

I hope she can forgive my saying this here and now. I hope she can see why I felt I had to.

I have made some terrible mistakes that cannot be unmade but now that this has been said I will do my best to lessen whatever harm I have undoubtedly done. Now that I have done this, for me, I will do nothing because nothing is what is best.

"We have done the impossible and that makes us mighty" - Mal Reynolds

"I can't tell the difference between an electron and a cat" - Brother of a friend


flidBRONZE Member
Carpal \'Tunnel
3,136 posts
Location: Warwickshire, United Kingdom


Posted:
hug

GnorBRONZE Member
Carpal \'Tunnel
5,814 posts
Location: Perth, Australia


Posted:
hug hug hug hug

Take care

Is it the Truth?
Is it Fair to all concerned?
Will it build Goodwill and Better Friendships?
Will it be Beneficial to all concerned?

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firedancingfairyenthusiast
201 posts
Location: Australia


Posted:
Heartache often brings blessings in disguise... hug

Narr(*) (*) .. for the gnor ;)
2,568 posts
Location: sitting on the step


Posted:
exactly firedancingfairy biggrin hug

she who sees from up high smiles

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Pink...?BRONZE Member
Mistress of Pink...Multicoloured
6,140 posts
Location: Over There, United Kingdom


Posted:
hug kiss hug

Never pick up a duck in a dungeon...


jemima (jem)SILVER Member
Pooh-Bah
1,750 posts
Location: london, United Kingdom


Posted:
im glad we all agree here

Never assume
Always Acknowledge


DuncGOLD Member
playing the days away
7,263 posts
Location: The Middle lands, United Kingdom


Posted:
hugQuixhug

It sounds like you're going through something similar I went through a couple of years ago. My fault, my loss, severe pain (and depression) and a major chunk of my life down the drain. It helped me write some good ole blues tunes but I'd rather have not had the experience to write about.

Now we've managed to become good friends again, it took time (well over a year) but the underlying fact that we were so compatable in the first place won through. We couldn't ever be anything more than friends again, which is ok (and I am now soo luvved up with someone else it's unbelievable anyway) cuz I wouldn't trade it in for the world.

I hope, like me, you learn so much from this it'll scare you sh1tless into not making the same mistakes again.

But don't get hung up on blame, you have a life to lead that will be fruitful of love...just wait and see

:Bug:
hug

Let's relight this forum ubblove


triple wordscoremember
75 posts
Location: London, Uk, in a boring town called Ruislip....


Posted:
Big hug and also a big kiss just for you hun.

Cant Sleep Or The Clowns Will Get Me!!!!


telicI don't want a title.
940 posts

Posted:
::joins the hugging brigade::

E pluribus unum, baby.


polytheneveteran
1,359 posts
Location: London/ Surrey


Posted:
hug

The optimist claims that we are living in the best of all possible worlds.
The pessimist fears this is true.

Always make time to play in the snow.


colemanSILVER Member
big and good and broken
7,330 posts
Location: lunn dunn, yoo kay, United Kingdom


Posted:
hug for whoever the girl you're referring to is - she sounds like a beautiful person.



frown





and here's one for you too for having the chutzpah to say honestly how you feel so soon after your mistake. hug
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i come to 'dis cafe quite a lot myself.
they do porridge."
- tim westwood


Kitveteran
1,269 posts
Location: middle of Troon


Posted:
ubbcrying hug

and sorry again for you know why...

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flash fireBRONZE Member
Sporadically Prodigal
2,758 posts
Location: Sydney, NSW, Australia


Posted:
Quote:


I want her to have love from the people around her.

I want her to have happiness.

I want her to have peace.

I want her to have growth.

I want her to have warmth.

I want her to have comfort.

I want her to have an open soul.

I want her to have friends.

I want her to have sanctuary.

I want her to have fulfilment.

I want her to have what her heart desires.






I just hope that you want all these things and more for yourself, too. You have the power!

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bubblishisFalse Eyelash
346 posts
Location: New York City


Posted:
Quote:


I just hope that you want all these things and more for yourself, too. You have the power!





True dat. Hang in there honey. Better things are in store for you.


All the freaky people make the beauty of the world.


brodiemanold hand
1,024 posts
Location: london


Posted:
hug

ElannaSILVER Member
Where ignorance is bliss, 'tis folly to be wise.
2,293 posts
Location: NJ or DE, USA


Posted:
*gives Neuron a magical box that never runs out of huggles and snuggles and glomps*

hug kiss hug

Are you suggesting coconuts migrate?

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