There is nothing to be afraid of. Virtual reality will eventually rehabilitate your mind and eventually your body. Everything will be allright, i promise. Just concentrate. Try some music.
Spherculism ~:~ The Act of becoming Spherculish.
"to a man whose only tool is a hammer, the whole world looks like a nail." Abraham Maslow
Just don't do it for popularity, women, money, etc. My feeling is that this should remain as something that we love personally. Something that we find comfort, enjoyment, and respect with. I love stringing, but I want to open my doors of poi as well. Most movements and concepts that make glowstringin work are very based on poi. It'd be nice to master these things. 
It doesn't matter what community you're a part of- I've experienced the competition and badmouthing and put downs in the bellydance community from dancers who do different forms of bellydance- each convinced theirs is better than someone elses form. You also tilt when you should withdraw, and that is Knightly too.
If you wanna push then I'm ready to push, but if you're pullin' while I'm pushin' then why'd you ask me to push?
Working hard to be a wandering hippie layabout. Ten years down, five to go!
I once learned every move that there was,
Every style, Every technique.
Then I woke up, and forgot it all,
So now I struggle to dream.
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