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Location: United Kingdom
Posted:
hi i'm pk...
hi i'm pk...
NYC
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Location: NYC, NY, USA
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Location: NYC, NY, USA
Posted:
Somebody say Homie?
I like how the rest of the world views American culture as only snipits of TV. And maybe it is.
Written by: Cantus
Well I'd call him Homie but i don't want to sound like an extra from the Cosby Show.
Somebody say Homie?
I like how the rest of the world views American culture as only snipits of TV. And maybe it is.
Well, shall we go?
Yes, let's go.
[They do not move.]
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veteran
1,389 posts
Location: Guelph, ON, Canada
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Location: Guelph, ON, Canada
Posted:
Hey PK, just wanted to say I read the main parts, but have to run now, because I'm being offered tea...
to you man, must've been a great sigh to realize what you've finished and gotten down. And extra s for putting it up for all to see!!
Unfortunately, I still can not get onto PiP, but I'd be there if I could!
~ Bobo
Hey PK, just wanted to say I read the main parts, but have to run now, because I'm being offered tea...
to you man, must've been a great sigh to realize what you've finished and gotten down. And extra s for putting it up for all to see!! Unfortunately, I still can not get onto PiP, but I'd be there if I could!
~ Bobo
wie weit, wie weit noch?
fragst mich, wo wir gewesen sind...
du fehlst hier
not a stranger
558 posts
Location: wales
558 posts
Location: wales
Posted:
And you should see women get together to complain about all the problems men cause us!
And you should see women get together to complain about all the problems men cause us!
Eat when you're hungry
Sleep where it's dry
No one is ever what they seem
Gabriel King - The Wild Road
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Lambretta Fanatic
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Location: United Kingdom
Lambretta Fanatic
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Location: United Kingdom
Posted:
see i run a pub.... where do people of all ages congregate socially and bitch about their wows?... i see and hear all kinds of things working in pubs including womens conversations. lol
Written by: Lillie Frog
And you should see women get together to complain about all the problems men cause us!
see i run a pub.... where do people of all ages congregate socially and bitch about their wows?... i see and hear all kinds of things working in pubs including womens conversations. lol
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Location: United Kingdom
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Posted:
maybe im better of in the stable this christmas..... there is a fire place in there too upstairs... its kewl if it wasnt a listed building would make a wicked one bed flat.... i'd live there.
maybe im better of in the stable this christmas..... there is a fire place in there too upstairs... its kewl if it wasnt a listed building would make a wicked one bed flat.... i'd live there.
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Tantamount to fatuity
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Location: Down the road, United Kingdom
Tantamount to fatuity
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Location: Down the road, United Kingdom
Posted:
does it have a donkey and some lowing cattle?
does it have a donkey and some lowing cattle?
Meh
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Posted:
it will have if i lock nat in there
it will have if i lock nat in there
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Posted:
today i eventually had a day off work, felt really tired but i decided to go for a ride on my uni into town and check out my bank ballence... why did i bother, 100 notes in the red as usual.
some reason i forgot how much i have spent on luxuries of late, new dvd writer, mother board and power unit and a 17 inch flat screen and a return flight to italy to top it off, so there goes my savings but its been worth it, nothing like a little retail therapy to sort ones self out. I just have no money left for a deposit on a house and my rent... so gonna have to hold on that one, i tried getting in touch with nat this afternoon to see when she is paying my money from our flat, but as usual no reply, might just have to turn nasty and go and remove it from her!... why do they have to be dificult, i stayed away, i didnt call what more does she want.
i think house hunting is just going to have to wait until i get back from camaiore on the 10th of jan.
weirdly enough my brother arrives in rome as i leave pisa... too far away to see him there, but it would have been kewl to meet in another country.
i got to speak to my little italian lady tonight again, shes really sweet, im glad i decided to go and pay her a visit, i really need this break to get away from every thing around me. Nothing seems to be getting me down right now, i feel really happy again for once, maybe having some thing to look foreward to is helping but it will be so nice to be out of this country, out of this pub away from any one i know accept my lil twin sis
[love ya].
seems to be the same old again right now in certain ways but then not always a bad thing, i get taken advantage of a lot at work, and its worse because i live here and i am to hand when they need me, i never say no to any one what ever they ask me.
I have 3 days off work next week! guarentee i work them!, but then i need all the money i can right now so that doesnt bother me in the slightest.
I spoke to April again today, i miss talking to her so much. She filled me in with so much more stuff that made me angry and sad.. i just wanna goto toronto and give her the biggest hug.
I spoke to mr smoky dave last night too and caught up, havnt spoken to him in such a long time and i was informed that mr christopher is back out there, which i didnt know i last saw him in london when i was there last, but i think they are both trying to get to the bjc next year, so i might try and catch them there if i go. a slight way off yet... way too much could happen, one day at a time right now is what im thinking, live for the moment, im past caring about looking ahead, the roads seemed a little foggy for a while now. never know i might not even come back from italy... might be what im looking for there, she may even be some one im meant to be with! i will never know unless i go there so thats what im doing, i have no intentions of any thing in any way, im not getting that kind of attention from her and im not looking for any but im prepared to see.
I cant wait to hit Pisa and see the sights there and goto the galleries. I hope i get to film some thing while im out there, im thinking of taking my uni with me so i ca nhit some of the skate parks and have a laugh, Sere is into skating so she said shes gonna take me too.
She sat and watched how to tonight, now i have to go there and teach her to poi.. but i bargained her into teaching me a little italian so its now a fair trade, her english inst too bad, but i think shes getting some help with it... my italian is poo, but it seems as easy as french and i can remember some of that crap from school. I just dislike how the italian language takes out and changes some of the words we use in the english language... some things do not make sense but im sure i will get there.
Im forever on the italian juggling forums so it will be good if i eventually get to post there too, i can read most of it. I might go and see if there are many people over there that do poi, they link up to poiinthepark quite a lot in threads but there are only 5 people on hop registered from italy and they are no where near where im heading to.
I had a search on the net last night when i was bored, and tried to find some photos of where she lives, its not as far out of Pisa as i thought looking at the map, there are a lot of old abbey's and church's in the mountains so i hope that i get to see many of the sights too as well as doing muchly a lot of playing time and getting to know Serena better, at least she will not be at school while im there so thats all good, crazy i have 7 years on this girl, but she doesnt even look 18 she looks like she is my age, but then aslong as she is mature i dont see there being a problem, im not after a relationship or at least i think im not but who knows whats ahead as long as my head stays this happy.
I got to sleep today, i had an afternoon nap... havnt done that for years, i think i over did it on my ride today, i was getting a lot of stuff dialed in.. managed 3 rotations one foot today... gonna get there for the coasting one day, spent all my morning downloading as many uni videos as i could find to get some inspiration from. lol i even had a juggle yesterday, got some weird pattern i have yet to work out the SS for.
Miss D still hasnt written to me yet like she said she was going to, im not chasing, i simply refuse, she knows where i am even though she signed on messenger tonight several times and could have spoken to me then. oh well.
Im just wondering on how nats gonna feel when cath tells her im going to Italy? i havnt told them why im going even though karl decided he needed to give me a condom tonight which made me laugh... i hate them things but needs must and all that gottakeep the jimmy on to avoid the nasties including kids.
Actually kids dont bother me, i love them id have one right now if simply i could afford one... but then my freedon wouldnt exist any more and i like it like this for just now. one day im not past it yet, im not quite as old as rob or miss fire. [love ya both].
musical influence today was down to green day on repeat, video influence... many uni vids i havnt seen and a monkey on a unicycle in a circus circa 1930 thats pretty funny and rides well.
well i suppose i will eat tommorrow, havnt eaten any thing for days, not since i had the sausage buttie when nats parents were over about 5 days ago.... still not hungry now though... wonder whats wrong with my appetite, i think ive lost the stone i put on, but i dont have any scales to weigh myself here so i dont know, i must be back at 9stone... not good. Had a good work out in the cellar yesterday morning though, good for building my muscels with, wonder how much 11 gallons actually weighs? in a keg. actually managed with my little body to shift the 36 gallon kegs too, so im quite chuffed part of the reason i love this job so much you get so much out of it that you wouldnt think about.
i just found out that matt's still around and i missed him online tonight sucks hes an old friend... im not going in to the rest of it, but i really wanna talk to him again, its been way to long, it was like he just disapeard off the face of the earth.
i think im all out of things to blabber on about now...... life seems pretty good, not to many thoughts wondering my brain cells today so im gonna keep it that way for now and see where life will take me tommorrow when i wake from dreaming happy thoughts of every one i know on a desert island where we all live happily ever after... or i go and by the palace the fragles found on theri travels and we all go live there as a hop comune.
be kewl guys, much love to you. 
still no mech, no nyc, no lightning....
today i eventually had a day off work, felt really tired but i decided to go for a ride on my uni into town and check out my bank ballence... why did i bother, 100 notes in the red as usual.
some reason i forgot how much i have spent on luxuries of late, new dvd writer, mother board and power unit and a 17 inch flat screen and a return flight to italy to top it off, so there goes my savings but its been worth it, nothing like a little retail therapy to sort ones self out. I just have no money left for a deposit on a house and my rent... so gonna have to hold on that one, i tried getting in touch with nat this afternoon to see when she is paying my money from our flat, but as usual no reply, might just have to turn nasty and go and remove it from her!... why do they have to be dificult, i stayed away, i didnt call what more does she want.
i think house hunting is just going to have to wait until i get back from camaiore on the 10th of jan.
weirdly enough my brother arrives in rome as i leave pisa... too far away to see him there, but it would have been kewl to meet in another country.
i got to speak to my little italian lady tonight again, shes really sweet, im glad i decided to go and pay her a visit, i really need this break to get away from every thing around me. Nothing seems to be getting me down right now, i feel really happy again for once, maybe having some thing to look foreward to is helping but it will be so nice to be out of this country, out of this pub away from any one i know accept my lil twin sis
[love ya].seems to be the same old again right now in certain ways but then not always a bad thing, i get taken advantage of a lot at work, and its worse because i live here and i am to hand when they need me, i never say no to any one what ever they ask me.
I have 3 days off work next week! guarentee i work them!, but then i need all the money i can right now so that doesnt bother me in the slightest.
I spoke to April again today, i miss talking to her so much. She filled me in with so much more stuff that made me angry and sad.. i just wanna goto toronto and give her the biggest hug.
I spoke to mr smoky dave last night too and caught up, havnt spoken to him in such a long time and i was informed that mr christopher is back out there, which i didnt know i last saw him in london when i was there last, but i think they are both trying to get to the bjc next year, so i might try and catch them there if i go. a slight way off yet... way too much could happen, one day at a time right now is what im thinking, live for the moment, im past caring about looking ahead, the roads seemed a little foggy for a while now. never know i might not even come back from italy... might be what im looking for there, she may even be some one im meant to be with! i will never know unless i go there so thats what im doing, i have no intentions of any thing in any way, im not getting that kind of attention from her and im not looking for any but im prepared to see.
I cant wait to hit Pisa and see the sights there and goto the galleries. I hope i get to film some thing while im out there, im thinking of taking my uni with me so i ca nhit some of the skate parks and have a laugh, Sere is into skating so she said shes gonna take me too.
She sat and watched how to tonight, now i have to go there and teach her to poi.. but i bargained her into teaching me a little italian so its now a fair trade, her english inst too bad, but i think shes getting some help with it... my italian is poo, but it seems as easy as french and i can remember some of that crap from school. I just dislike how the italian language takes out and changes some of the words we use in the english language... some things do not make sense but im sure i will get there.
Im forever on the italian juggling forums so it will be good if i eventually get to post there too, i can read most of it. I might go and see if there are many people over there that do poi, they link up to poiinthepark quite a lot in threads but there are only 5 people on hop registered from italy and they are no where near where im heading to.
I had a search on the net last night when i was bored, and tried to find some photos of where she lives, its not as far out of Pisa as i thought looking at the map, there are a lot of old abbey's and church's in the mountains so i hope that i get to see many of the sights too as well as doing muchly a lot of playing time and getting to know Serena better, at least she will not be at school while im there so thats all good, crazy i have 7 years on this girl, but she doesnt even look 18 she looks like she is my age, but then aslong as she is mature i dont see there being a problem, im not after a relationship or at least i think im not but who knows whats ahead as long as my head stays this happy.
I got to sleep today, i had an afternoon nap... havnt done that for years, i think i over did it on my ride today, i was getting a lot of stuff dialed in.. managed 3 rotations one foot today... gonna get there for the coasting one day, spent all my morning downloading as many uni videos as i could find to get some inspiration from. lol i even had a juggle yesterday, got some weird pattern i have yet to work out the SS for.
Miss D still hasnt written to me yet like she said she was going to, im not chasing, i simply refuse, she knows where i am even though she signed on messenger tonight several times and could have spoken to me then. oh well.
Im just wondering on how nats gonna feel when cath tells her im going to Italy? i havnt told them why im going even though karl decided he needed to give me a condom tonight which made me laugh... i hate them things but needs must and all that gottakeep the jimmy on to avoid the nasties including kids.
Actually kids dont bother me, i love them id have one right now if simply i could afford one... but then my freedon wouldnt exist any more and i like it like this for just now. one day im not past it yet, im not quite as old as rob
or miss fire. [love ya both].musical influence today was down to green day on repeat, video influence... many uni vids i havnt seen and a monkey on a unicycle in a circus circa 1930 thats pretty funny and rides well.
well i suppose i will eat tommorrow, havnt eaten any thing for days, not since i had the sausage buttie when nats parents were over about 5 days ago.... still not hungry now though... wonder whats wrong with my appetite, i think ive lost the stone i put on, but i dont have any scales to weigh myself here so i dont know, i must be back at 9stone... not good. Had a good work out in the cellar yesterday morning though, good for building my muscels with, wonder how much 11 gallons actually weighs? in a keg. actually managed with my little body to shift the 36 gallon kegs too, so im quite chuffed part of the reason i love this job so much you get so much out of it that you wouldnt think about.
i just found out that matt's still around and i missed him online tonight sucks hes an old friend... im not going in to the rest of it, but i really wanna talk to him again, its been way to long, it was like he just disapeard off the face of the earth.
i think im all out of things to blabber on about now...... life seems pretty good, not to many thoughts wondering my brain cells today so im gonna keep it that way for now and see where life will take me tommorrow when i wake from dreaming happy thoughts of every one i know on a desert island where we all live happily ever after... or i go and by the palace the fragles found on theri travels and we all go live there as a hop comune.
be kewl guys, much love to you.
still no mech, no nyc, no lightning....
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HOP Mad Doctor
13,925 posts
Location: San Francisco, CA, USA
HOP Mad Doctor
13,925 posts
Location: San Francisco, CA, USA
Posted:
I heard that there was a dreadlocked rasclat or summat around here....
*Wandering in, finding PK, giving him a huge GLOMP, and popping down on the sofa*
I heard that there was a dreadlocked rasclat or summat around here....
*Wandering in, finding PK, giving him a huge GLOMP, and popping down on the sofa*
-Mike
Certified Mad Doctor and HoP High Priest of Nutella
A buckuht n a hooze! -Valura
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Sweet talented nutter
2,615 posts
Location: Brisbane Oz, Australia
Sweet talented nutter
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Location: Brisbane Oz, Australia
Posted:
Big dropbear hug to .
Big dropbear hug to .
that shrewd and knavish sprite
Called Robin Good Fellow ; are you not he that is frighten of the maidens of the villagery - fairy
I am the merry wander of the night -puk
Carpal \'Tunnel
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Location: Brum / Dorset / Fairy Land
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Location: Brum / Dorset / Fairy Land
Posted:
lol - it all becomes clear.
lol - it all becomes clear.
Geologists do it in the dirt................ 
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Location: United Kingdom
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Posted:
well today almost got off the best start ever.
went to be kinda early last night well 3am, slept through my alarm for once too and woke up 15 mins before i had to start work... much time for a hop browse and coffee.
My travel documents arrived this morning, well actually yesterday but no one decided to tell me that and hid them not knowing what they were, so im all set to go, just need a little cash to go with now and some extra for the duty free backy.
Cath asked me what im doing for christmas today, told her i was gonna work, she looked a bit shocked, apparently Nat has told her familly that she aint going to come here for christmas if im around!, i love karls answer, my [censored] buisness and your working if its you or her, its you anyday!... so looks like im staying hehe, why should her coming here affect my job, me or her familly, why is she being such a [censored] twat right now? i think shes scared that im going to have a go at her about the moeney she owes me that shes now had 8 or 9 weeks to clear up! but then she cant even be bother to get in touch and be [censored] honest and tell me she has pissed it up the wall as usual.
I tild cath that i dont care that she comes here, i dont have a problem what so ever, i have my own life now, i might be here with her familly but why should that matter what so ever any more, its my career and they want me here if she has a problem then she is being foolish and creating a problem for her whole familly.
so with that out the way ... i hope she comes in a way, but then i dont care either way as long as i get my money asap!.
woohooooo travel documents!...................yayayayayayaayyayayayayaya
im gonna frame em! first time in 9/10 years since ive been any where out of the country and im going alone... no [censored] poxy realationship to get in the way, no one to answer too... nbo [censored] work hahaha. Cath asked me why im going there! i think she needs a holiday pretty badly but then she needs to pay me her loan money for this month, last and the month before that, i cant afford to pay it for her this month... we had a [censored] agreement after all.
ing money!
peachy ...............
well today almost got off the best start ever.
went to be kinda early last night well 3am, slept through my alarm for once too and woke up 15 mins before i had to start work... much time for a hop browse and coffee.
My travel documents arrived this morning, well actually yesterday but no one decided to tell me that and hid them not knowing what they were, so im all set to go, just need a little cash to go with now and some extra for the duty free backy.
Cath asked me what im doing for christmas today, told her i was gonna work, she looked a bit shocked, apparently Nat has told her familly that she aint going to come here for christmas if im around!, i love karls answer, my [censored] buisness and your working if its you or her, its you anyday!... so looks like im staying hehe, why should her coming here affect my job, me or her familly, why is she being such a [censored] twat right now? i think shes scared that im going to have a go at her about the moeney she owes me that shes now had 8 or 9 weeks to clear up! but then she cant even be bother to get in touch and be [censored] honest and tell me she has pissed it up the wall as usual.
I tild cath that i dont care that she comes here, i dont have a problem what so ever, i have my own life now, i might be here with her familly but why should that matter what so ever any more, its my career and they want me here if she has a problem then she is being foolish and creating a problem for her whole familly.
so with that out the way ... i hope she comes in a way, but then i dont care either way as long as i get my money asap!.
woohooooo travel documents!...................yayayayayayaayyayayayayaya
im gonna frame em! first time in 9/10 years since ive been any where out of the country and im going alone... no [censored] poxy realationship to get in the way, no one to answer too... nbo [censored] work hahaha. Cath asked me why im going there! i think she needs a holiday pretty badly but then she needs to pay me her loan money for this month, last and the month before that, i cant afford to pay it for her this month... we had a [censored] agreement after all.
ing money!peachy ...............
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Location: United Kingdom
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Posted:
so my ex inlaws are here right now, just had a chat with nats mom, shes not going to tell nat that im here for christams, she thinks shes being childish about it all.
Also told me that shes told her she can move back home if she wants to but it isnt permanent, she has to get a job and her own place too. I think thats a fair agreement knowing what nats like.
any how thats enough of talking about her.
musical influence today good old 70's two tone and blue beat.
so my ex inlaws are here right now, just had a chat with nats mom, shes not going to tell nat that im here for christams, she thinks shes being childish about it all.
Also told me that shes told her she can move back home if she wants to but it isnt permanent, she has to get a job and her own place too. I think thats a fair agreement knowing what nats like.
any how thats enough of talking about her.
musical influence today good old 70's two tone and blue beat.
NYC
9,232 posts
Location: NYC, NY, USA
9,232 posts
Location: NYC, NY, USA
Posted:
What the heck? I posted two days ago and was ignored. Just like people ignore my intro thread.
Y'all can ignore me if you want but don't then accuse me of neglect.
Written by: pk ....:™
still no mech, no nyc, no lightning....
What the heck? I posted two days ago and was ignored. Just like people ignore my intro thread.
Y'all can ignore me if you want but don't then accuse me of neglect.
Well, shall we go?
Yes, let's go.
[They do not move.]
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Location: United Kingdom
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Location: United Kingdom
Posted:
my favourite ska band in the whole wide world https://www.splitters.co.uk/
from my home town and grew up with bradley the lead singer on the estate, have been mentioned on my favourite two tone site https://www.twotoneclub.com/
thats made my day
my favourite ska band in the whole wide world https://www.splitters.co.uk/
from my home town and grew up with bradley the lead singer on the estate, have been mentioned on my favourite two tone site https://www.twotoneclub.com/
thats made my day
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Location: United Kingdom
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Location: United Kingdom
Posted:
well i take that back sire!
didnt notice your post amongest all my rambling's... i shall pay more attention to you one of these days
well i take that back sire!
didnt notice your post amongest all my rambling's... i shall pay more attention to you one of these days
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Location: United Kingdom
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Posted:
anf they have new tunes on the jukebox wooohoooo
anf they have new tunes on the jukebox wooohoooo
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Tantamount to fatuity
15,967 posts
Location: Down the road, United Kingdom
Tantamount to fatuity
15,967 posts
Location: Down the road, United Kingdom
Posted:
Lightning seems to have settled down on your sofa too
now we just need to attract mech....
Lightning seems to have settled down on your sofa too
now we just need to attract mech....
Meh
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Posted:
yeah but do we really want that puffter in here? i like it like this, nyc and mike on the sofa... mike keeping his hands by his sides like a good boy with all these hot men around him.
yeah but do we really want that puffter in here? i like it like this, nyc and mike on the sofa... mike keeping his hands by his sides like a good boy with all these hot men around him.
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Posted:
well i think today that sums up a lot of stuff, at least mom knows now!
so i wonder whats going to happen now, im not bothered about cash, not in the slightest... but still people owe me a lot of meny and i cant afford to let it slide, i did them a [censored] big favour and i feel like im being taken for a ride and dont really want to nag about it, im not down, im really happy right now, im happy with the way things are going with serena too right now.
Im really starting to like her a lot and she makes me smile so much too. i just dont wish to get hurt again.
Im really enjoying the relationships thread in social too, its nice to read what other people have and are going through and their thoughts on things in life in general and relationships.
last night i got to speak with miss danae, i miss her!, was good to have a catch up, though it wasnt long enough and she had a josh and kate there too, so i know their going to be well nourished on crepe's. well next summer when she moves back to paris i plan on going to stay there for a while.
well im all done with talking and writing, i had a long night last night talking to old friends and aquaintances that i have known since i first got the internet, seems a long time ago now.
Written by:
Mom : are you there
pk: have been since i last replied to you
Mom : heeer
Mom : any way what am i to do
pk: with what>
Mom : this thing that arrived silly
pk: whats arrived?
Mom : havnt you read anything
pk: must have missed it
Mom : read back
pk: dont see any thing
Mom : is it a cheque or payslip
pk: who is it for?
Mom : you from mitchels & butler
pk: couldnt tell you
pk: is it sealed?
Mom : yes
pk: so have you opened this thing?
Mom : no shal i
pk: yeah
pk: then i can tell you what to do with it
pk: i dont seem to get mail given to me here, cath just looses it
pk: so how come you get my wage slip?
pk: 129£ pittenece
pk: keep hold of it for me i have the rest of them, they should get posted here with every one elses
pk: i get the rest of my wages in cash
pk: so im not worried about that figure
Mom : i will bring it up 2mr
pk: i forgot your all coming up tommorrow
Mom : why post it here
pk: there are 7 of us on so i should be able to sit down with you for a while
pk: dont know, they have your address as where i live, cant put this one down
Mom : thats good its lincon market tommorow how far is that
pk: 20 miles
pk: just up the a1
Mom : might ask dad to go there first
pk: yeah its not far at all, its nice there too
Mom : market is on only till monday
pk: kewl
pk: havnt been there for a while
Mom : how was paul
pk: brb just gonna check my rota for tommorrow
pk: so im on 7pm-close tonight and tommorrow
pk: paul, havnt spoken to him
Mom : oh it thought he spoke to u tue when he didnt come up
pk: he said about two words on here!
Mom : oh i dont think he has seen amy
pk: he hasnt i dont think
pk: i definatly think its for good this time
Mom : never mind i think you may be right
pk: as long as he doesnt mope around he'll be ok i think
pk: he still looks a little down though
Mom : he has been out n about
pk: do you know if he met that girl in london?
Mom : he dont know if he will be going italy,yet.no he said pugh did
pk: he said its been put off till the weekend that i fly back
pk: 8th or 9th of jan
Mom : oh
pk: he will be 500 miles away from where i am though so i wont see him out there
Mom : thats a shame
pk: i need to find out how much my train tickets are going to be when im out there so i need to figure out how much cash to take with me
pk: i know its only 2 stops i have to go so its not too far
Mom : yes you will
pk: then its 5k from the station to serenas
Mom : did you log on to the money expert .com
pk: yeah, its a strange site
pk: i just need people to pay me what they owe me and ill be ok
Mom : he gives information on the bbc
pk: just need to keep out of my over draft
Mom : is cath paid you yet
pk: i think i have a collection company trying to get hold of me because two of my bills from matlock were never forwarded to me
pk: they keep misscalling me but their number doesnt accept incoming calls which is a bit stupid
Mom : can you find out who
pk: nope
pk: i think its for gas and electric
Mom : thnks nat then
pk: which richard canceled my accounts for
pk: i had gas on direct debit and i owed them money so they cant do me for that, i never cancelled my DD with them they should have just continued to take the money like they had been doing.
Mom : dont you have thir nos
pk: so if its electric then its only 50 quid i owe to them
pk: but if i pay them, and its already gone to collection id be paying twice, so i just gotta wait for them to call again
pk: but i need to get money from her first
Mom : but they know you had a forwarding address here
pk: and she hasnt returned my calls
pk: yeah
pk: but nothing has been done with it
pk: i know i have mail there too
Mom : you need to see her
pk: ive been told by a friend at the tattoo shop there who works with him that lived under us
pk: i know
pk: shes coming here for christmas
pk: rose isnt telling her that im going to be here
pk: cos she said she isnt coming if i am
pk: how sad is she
Mom : very she will have a shock
pk: yeah, i cant wait for her to find out that im going to italy
Mom : lmao
pk: that will rub her nose in it
Mom : it will
pk: i think shes moving back to her moms soon though , her mom dad and granny are here at the moment, i had a chat with rose yesterday
pk: i didnt mention money though cos i know she wont say any thing to nat about it, all i said was that i cant afford a flat untill she pays up
Mom : oh did you will she be there tommorow. and what else did she say
pk: im not sure if they are going back today or not. she didnt have much else to say really
pk: kinda bugs me a little cos its her daughter
pk: and she owes me money
pk: i dont want to have to get mad about it
pk: i think i will certainly take a trip to citizens advice
pk: if collections are after me
pk: i dont need that
Mom : i know what i would do if she was mine. that might be sensible
Mom : the thing is grandad had a soliciter to try and get money back from rob but that didnt work he never got it back
pk: yeah, now id just go and smack her one!
Mom : thats what you may end up doing
pk: its doing my head in now
pk: im going to call her today, if he mobile doesnt answer im calling the pub
pk: i need to know now
Mom : get to it
pk: if i say that collections are after us both she will [censored] herself i hope
Mom : worth a try
pk: yeah, i refuse to pay the bills
pk: why should i i paid them all before
pk: and they are half to do with her
pk: common law ... shared flat
Mom : she will know that it was in your name
pk: i have all the documents in my case to prove every thing
pk: her names are on the bills
Mom : good safe keeping
pk: the only ones that were in my name were bt and water
pk: and they were sorted
Mom : tack them to the advice with you
pk: so i might just tell this collection company to piss off and go and bug here about it
pk: i dontsee how they can make me the liable one for every thing
Mom : phone them and explain the situation
pk: i cant
Mom : why
pk: they dont accept incoming calls even though i have number
Mom : yes you have just said
pk: i spoke to amanda at work yesterday she said it will be a colections company cos all their numbers do it
pk: you just have to sit around and wait for them to call you
Mom : dont they have a web site
pk: dunno, i dont know what the company is called either
pk: so i cant even go looking for them, i know its a 0151 number
Mom : nothing you can do then
pk: nope
pk: just gotta site and ride it for the time being
Mom : yep
pk: well she owes me £400 bond £45 carpet £25 electric and £75 gas
pk: 545 still she owes me
Mom : i think you have got to sing for it
pk: i cant afford to let it slide though mom
pk: i have to find a bond and rent for a flat cos i cant stay here much longer
pk: so im going to need to find 800 at least
Mom : no i know that and she should aswell she has took you for a mug
pk: yeah
pk: cos she knows im ok with money
pk: really feel like giving her a kickin
Mom : that shouldnt come into it
pk: you know what shes like
Mom : not as well as you we didnt see all
pk: no you just got to see the front she had on every time
Mom : exzactly
pk: well im just hoping that i get it out of her soon
Mom : so do we
pk: how can i explain to cath that i cant afford to move out!
pk: its her and her sister that owe me a total of nearly 1900 quid
Mom : you will have to be honest and the reason why her sister
pk: i dont want to bring it up with her though... they all know what nats like
pk: i dont want to cause an argument between them all
Mom : and she should no better get some advice and be it a lesson never lend money it always causes trouble
pk: good job nat never knew i lent cath that money, can u imagine if id have let that money to nat when she asked me too!
pk: how lucky was that
Mom : very
pk: dont get me wrong im not stuck for cash, i just wish people would pay up so i can get on with my plans
Mom : tell me about it
pk: and i dont want to have to explain why i cant do what im asked of because its them that is my reason
Mom : they think your a walking bank
pk: i said that to rose
pk: yeah
pk: well
pk: i can always leave!
Mom : and go where
pk: i have other options
pk: back to sheffield, i have 2 rooms waiting for me
Mom : yes but you have got to have some to move again sell some of your funiture to make some quick money
pk: dont want to sell it now that i have got it if you know what i mean
pk: i thought about it
Mom : i new you whould
pk: if i get some where and need it again and then i end up being strapped for cash again like i was before
pk: not going there again, i have it now and im keeping it
Mom : good on ya
pk: i think the only thing that i would sell is my tv
pk: i never use it
Mom : its an option
pk: but then i think, i got that when i was hard up so why should i sell it
pk: posesions are too much like keepsakes
Mom : you learn as you get older
pk: yup
Mom : then you think of the old dears who end up with just a box room and nothing to live for
pk: yeah tell me about it
pk: thats why i wanna make the most of it all now that im away from her
pk: thats why im going to camaiore to see serena
Mom : make ground rules next time
pk: never know i might find the happiness im looking for there away from all of this
Mom : who knows but before you do take a trip to australia first
pk: yeah i really wanna go there to visit my friends, but its finiding the cash to get there and id have to be there a few months if i went
Mom : yes you would need to
Mom : niota is wanting us to go within the next two years
pk: i just need to get this loan paid off first i have 5 years on it
Mom : nita
Mom : thats to long
pk: 14,000 in total i have to pay back
pk: but i never told you that
Mom : is it a fixed rate
pk: thats every thing i borrowed from when i was off sick with my back, my furnature and caths loan rolled into one
pk: 9.1%
pk: 250 a month
Mom : does it go up with the interest rate
pk: over 5 years so i know im safe with paying that back
pk: i think its fixed for the term
pk: its with hsbc
pk: i keep all my papers so
Mom : i nearly got caught out when i took out a loan for my bed room to be fitted you might be ok
pk: i should be i shopped arounf
Mom : i had to get mine paid for peace of mind
pk: well that loan is a lump of my monthly income . should leave me enough
pk: if cath pays me on time every month then i will be ok id only have to pay out a 100 every month
pk: so that cuts it down a lot
pk: i know they are a bit hard up right now but still not my problem
Mom : no it is not
pk: im more than prepared to walk right now, so i hope that italy will clear some thoughts on it
pk: and make me decide what i want to do from here
Mom : get some advice on how you will secure you money you lent kath
pk: she spoke to me about it the other day, she said she hasnt forgot so i just used my head.
pk: she just hasnt had the time to get the money out with out karl knowing
pk: and her moms been here a lot recently
Mom : all the more reason she could have slipped out for a while
pk: shes had oportunities, that pissed me off a little
pk: i know i will get it from her
Mom : thats ok then
Mom : im going to go now i have to collect a percription for nita see ya 2mrw
pk: ok
pk: see you tommorrow
Mom : bye
well i think today that sums up a lot of stuff, at least mom knows now!
so i wonder whats going to happen now, im not bothered about cash, not in the slightest... but still people owe me a lot of meny and i cant afford to let it slide, i did them a [censored] big favour and i feel like im being taken for a ride and dont really want to nag about it, im not down, im really happy right now, im happy with the way things are going with serena too right now.
Im really starting to like her a lot and she makes me smile so much too. i just dont wish to get hurt again.
Im really enjoying the relationships thread in social too, its nice to read what other people have and are going through and their thoughts on things in life in general and relationships.
last night i got to speak with miss danae, i miss her!, was good to have a catch up, though it wasnt long enough and she had a josh and kate there too, so i know their going to be well nourished on crepe's. well next summer when she moves back to paris i plan on going to stay there for a while.
well im all done with talking and writing, i had a long night last night talking to old friends and aquaintances that i have known since i first got the internet, seems a long time ago now.
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well i havn't written for a few days now, i thought that i would give you guys a break.
well actually brandy kept me talking the night before last so i didn't get chance to write.
Had dinner with my folks, my aunt nita and uncle brian and my lil old Grandma.. but that was 2 days ago now, so its old news... yum steak with Jack Daniels sauce. I have my appetite back a little these past few days, maybe because i had a substantial meal, and some body to sit and eat with. I dont like eating alone, i'd rather not and go with out, unless its just a snack. ITs like cooking a meal for one!, why would you?, theres more fun preparing 40 meals at the same time rather than that, or is that me being picky cos im a chef..... "microwave technical assistant" as some might want to say, but then i do actually prepare and cook ingrediants, so technically that statement is false but thought it would make cantus chuckle.
Some cruel bastard decided to mug my Grandma in town on the weekend for her purse!, makes me sick. wish i knew we did it!, they wouldn't be walking right now for sure.
Im feeling a little strange, maybe because its 7am, went to bed just after 4.15am and im bored. im going to have to stop making coffee before i goto bed......................................................INSOMNIA....................................DEPREVATION............................!!!
I cant stop thinking about lil Sere either, she sent me a sweet half english email the other night and i just melted away into my chair. Im a little soppy some times, strange habit to have and im sure cantus has a remark there!. Well, 28 days togo, till i get to meet this lil young italian that steals 90% of my brains functionality this week.
I havn't heard from miss D this week! wonder whats up with her, i feel like shes avoiding me, but shes creating an atmosphere now... logging in on msn then back out, in,out,in again... saying nothing!.... feels like the time i was at my moms on all kinda drugs watching the magic roundabout and some unsightly hour of the morning and way too fuct to sleep but too paranoid moms gonna catch me wasted.... that happened once, but thats another story and she didn't even notice!
Well i was thinking a lot about people oweing me money... well im still thinking, in the part of my brain that isnt preocupied by Sere. well anyway, i was working with Cath the other night and she gets paid again this week so im getting all the money she owes me for the past 2 months and then when this months payment is due shes giving me it on time! but i doubt that last one, so im gonna have to keep some just incase! to cover my back. Well at the end of that shift, she decided to call Nat, turns out nat walked out of her job!... "now think whats going through my head", caths jumping up and down right now cos thats another person that
off weatherspoons! with out giving notice and dropping them in it. Well i havn't heard any thing else about it since then so im gonna ask today. When she left me, she moved above the pub... no contract or any thing, so if she just walked out, then im sure they would have her out of that flat the same night, i know if a member of staff that worked for me was in that position, they would be out! i wouldnt care. the fact that Andy the boss was breaking company rules by letting her be there anyway... but then last time i spoke to her she told me Andy made her pay rent and sign a contract, but then nats so full of and has been for years, non of us know if and when shes actually telling the truth.
You know i was with nat for around a year before i found this out, i thought loads about this during that time.
you goto a house and the parents have kids photos every where. well at nats parents, there arnt that many, more of matt than any thing else. Nat used to carry a photo of a guy in her purse and his name was john, well there were cd's in nats collection that john had put together and other stuff too, well nat always told me that he was cath and her's brother, cath and nat are both adopted and both from different families all together and that he was adopted too, see the ting that got me and i asked her about on many occasions were if he is tom and roses adopted son, then where are the familly photos... id been through all the childhood photos of nat and cath's one day with rose. There was never ever any mention of him from any one. nat told me it was because he died and they dont want to talk about it.
One day nat decides to tell me she had lied about it, he was just a friend and he had died cos he was a junkie. Now theres a story, and just the reason why non of us including her familly trust her or believe a word she ever says. She might figure out one day, after all the times shes cried on my shoulders about her familly never believing her about any thing... maybe stop bullshitting every one and they might, they've suffered 21 years of lies and deceipt... but then i think its going to be a very long time before she realises any thing, other than her being a manipulative slag and who is gulable enough to suffer and play games with mentally and physically. As you can probably tell im still a little bitter with myself for letting it go on for so long when it was so easy to walk away.
Im looking forward to her coming here for christmas, shes going to think that im not here and then there i am.... asking her for my money, shame i cant punch her head in when shes here! that i do feel like doing!. im not a violent person in anyway.. but i just feel infuriated by her and her little childish games.
I know when she gets here there's going to be a few things said from the other staff, like oo shes cute how come you let her slip away, well how do you go about slagging of the boss's sister. mind you i've told most of them already.
Well it's been a productive week so far, i have the clothing range now available to buy on poiinthepark, done some redesigning there too. Finished my itinarary for my trip. felt totally happy for 3 days in a row... little murderous yesterday though at work.... nothing "SLIGHT" full blast and the kitchen door shut wont sort out!.
well todays musical influence is starting out with some Gladiators... bit of groove armada... then at 11 when i start work lots of blue beat and two tone maybe a little green day this afternoon... when i get battered in the kitchen... some rob zombie, slight.... < actually good to clean to music!.
well so far plans for my trip are smoothing out, all traveling info is sorted to the last second there and back, now its the inbetween parts thats going to go so quickly. So far we maybe going to Rome for the day which im really looking forward to. I know my last night will be chilling out watching Sere's band play, cant wait for that one.
I was going to post some thing really funny last night but it hadnt copied and id shut the window so i couldnt copy it again.
which was just my look, cos i was trying to explain copy+paste short cuts to my mom on yahoo messenger.
she said well its easy for you wizz kids, so i replied thats tech junkies thank you, and in response she pipes up with the best line ever "well i have no dial up blues any more; this dsl is wicked"........ how much could i not stop pissing myself! mom say some up things some times... i love my mom, shes wicked!. just not when shes being nosey!.
well i could probably sit and natter all day at this rate, the clock seems to have stopped going around even though its digital and on my monitor........ i got 3 hours now before i have to suffer more work. neeece. might goto the cellar for half hour and have a work out shifting 36 gallon kegs. tell ya my arms after 22 Co2 cylindars... shoulders like a mofo right now!, i feel like im toning up each week, which feels good and be even better if i put on some weight to go with it.
well im gonna leave it here, prolly write more tonight but i dont know yet.
im going to run off now and be inlove.
well i havn't written for a few days now, i thought that i would give you guys a break.
well actually brandy kept me talking the night before last so i didn't get chance to write
.Had dinner with my folks, my aunt nita and uncle brian and my lil old Grandma.. but that was 2 days ago now, so its old news... yum steak with Jack Daniels sauce. I have my appetite back a little these past few days, maybe because i had a substantial meal, and some body to sit and eat with. I dont like eating alone, i'd rather not and go with out, unless its just a snack. ITs like cooking a meal for one!, why would you?, theres more fun preparing 40 meals at the same time rather than that, or is that me being picky cos im a chef..... "microwave technical assistant" as some might want to say, but then i do actually prepare and cook ingrediants, so technically that statement is false but thought it would make cantus chuckle.
Some cruel bastard decided to mug my Grandma in town on the weekend for her purse!, makes me sick. wish i knew we did it!, they wouldn't be walking right now for sure.
Im feeling a little strange, maybe because its 7am, went to bed just after 4.15am and im bored. im going to have to stop making coffee before i goto bed......................................................INSOMNIA....................................DEPREVATION............................!!!
I cant stop thinking about lil Sere either, she sent me a sweet half english email the other night and i just melted away into my chair. Im a little soppy some times, strange habit to have and im sure cantus has a remark there!. Well, 28 days togo, till i get to meet this lil young italian that steals 90% of my brains functionality this week.
I havn't heard from miss D this week! wonder whats up with her, i feel like shes avoiding me, but shes creating an atmosphere now... logging in on msn then back out, in,out,in again... saying nothing!.... feels like the time i was at my moms on all kinda drugs watching the magic roundabout and some unsightly hour of the morning and way too fuct to sleep but too paranoid moms gonna catch me wasted.... that happened once, but thats another story and she didn't even notice!
Well i was thinking a lot about people oweing me money... well im still thinking, in the part of my brain that isnt preocupied by Sere. well anyway, i was working with Cath the other night and she gets paid again this week so im getting all the money she owes me for the past 2 months and then when this months payment is due shes giving me it on time! but i doubt that last one, so im gonna have to keep some just incase! to cover my back. Well at the end of that shift, she decided to call Nat, turns out nat walked out of her job!... "now think whats going through my head", caths jumping up and down right now cos thats another person that
off weatherspoons! with out giving notice and dropping them in it. Well i havn't heard any thing else about it since then so im gonna ask today. When she left me, she moved above the pub... no contract or any thing, so if she just walked out, then im sure they would have her out of that flat the same night, i know if a member of staff that worked for me was in that position, they would be out! i wouldnt care. the fact that Andy the boss was breaking company rules by letting her be there anyway... but then last time i spoke to her she told me Andy made her pay rent and sign a contract, but then nats so full of and has been for years, non of us know if and when shes actually telling the truth.You know i was with nat for around a year before i found this out, i thought loads about this during that time.
you goto a house and the parents have kids photos every where. well at nats parents, there arnt that many, more of matt than any thing else. Nat used to carry a photo of a guy in her purse and his name was john, well there were cd's in nats collection that john had put together and other stuff too, well nat always told me that he was cath and her's brother, cath and nat are both adopted and both from different families all together and that he was adopted too, see the ting that got me and i asked her about on many occasions were if he is tom and roses adopted son, then where are the familly photos... id been through all the childhood photos of nat and cath's one day with rose. There was never ever any mention of him from any one. nat told me it was because he died and they dont want to talk about it.
One day nat decides to tell me she had lied about it, he was just a friend and he had died cos he was a junkie. Now theres a story, and just the reason why non of us including her familly trust her or believe a word she ever says. She might figure out one day, after all the times shes cried on my shoulders about her familly never believing her about any thing... maybe stop
bullshitting every one and they might, they've suffered 21 years of lies and deceipt... but then i think its going to be a very long time before she realises any thing, other than her being a manipulative slag and who is gulable enough to suffer and play games with mentally and physically. As you can probably tell im still a little bitter with myself for letting it go on for so long when it was so easy to walk away.Im looking forward to her coming here for christmas, shes going to think that im not here and then there i am.... asking her for my money, shame i cant punch her head in when shes here! that i do feel like doing!. im not a violent person in anyway.. but i just feel infuriated by her and her little childish games.
I know when she gets here there's going to be a few things said from the other staff, like oo shes cute how come you let her slip away, well how do you go about slagging of the boss's sister. mind you i've told most of them already.
Well it's been a productive week so far, i have the clothing range now available to buy on poiinthepark, done some redesigning there too. Finished my itinarary for my trip. felt totally happy for 3 days in a row... little murderous yesterday though at work.... nothing "SLIGHT" full blast and the kitchen door shut wont sort out!.
well todays musical influence is starting out with some Gladiators... bit of groove armada... then at 11 when i start work lots of blue beat and two tone maybe a little green day this afternoon... when i get battered in the kitchen... some rob zombie, slight.... < actually good to clean to music!.
well so far plans for my trip are smoothing out, all traveling info is sorted to the last second there and back, now its the inbetween parts thats going to go so quickly. So far we maybe going to Rome for the day which im really looking forward to. I know my last night will be chilling out watching Sere's band play, cant wait for that one.
I was going to post some thing really funny last night but it hadnt copied and id shut the window so i couldnt copy it again.
which was just my look, cos i was trying to explain copy+paste short cuts to my mom on yahoo messenger.
she said well its easy for you wizz kids, so i replied thats tech junkies thank you, and in response she pipes up with the best line ever "well i have no dial up blues any more; this dsl is wicked"........ how much could i not stop pissing myself! mom say some
up things some times... i love my mom, shes wicked!. just not when shes being nosey!.well i could probably sit and natter all day at this rate, the clock seems to have stopped going around even though its
digital and on my monitor........ i got 3 hours now before i have to suffer more work. neeece. might goto the cellar for half hour and have a work out shifting 36 gallon kegs. tell ya my arms after 22 Co2 cylindars... shoulders like a mofo right now!, i feel like im toning up each week, which feels good and be even better if i put on some weight to go with it.well im gonna leave it here, prolly write more tonight but i dont know yet.
im going to run off now and be inlove.SILVER Member
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Location: Down the road, United Kingdom
Posted:
nope
Written by: PK
Im a little soppy some times, strange habit to have and im sure cantus has a remark there!.
nope
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Posted:
Hey I've only made it through just under half, but it's cool to read. There are a couple of us from Nuneaton here now (I'm not a native, but an import)
Thanks for sharing
Lynne
Hey
I've only made it through just under half, but it's cool to read. There are a couple of us from Nuneaton here now (I'm not a native, but an import)Thanks for sharing
Lynne
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Posted:
9% loan? Jezuz! I'd give ya a 5% loan.
If I loaned money to friends.
9% loan? Jezuz! I'd give ya a 5% loan.
If I loaned money to friends.
Well, shall we go?
Yes, let's go.
[They do not move.]
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Posted:
DO I still owe you a chicken NYC?
DO I still owe you a chicken NYC?
Meh
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so 27 days and counting, cant seem to get this girl out of my head and i think im falling in love again. I havn't even seen her before, i havn't even heard her voice for the first time all i see is text and i feel in love. Could this be a good thing? could my destiny be calling? Maybe i find out in 27 days time.
How do you cure butterflies in your belly?, is that what makes love feel so special? Why do they go away with time? Does love always turn to static unbliss? I hope not because i really like her.
Why does loving a person take up so much of your daily thoughts when your in love?, Short of breath cos your so anticipated to see this person? the human body can experience strange feelings when in love.
Some day soon maybe it is my destiny calling? will she hold my world in her hands? will she control it all? Where will my journey take me next?, all these unanswered questions and not knowing any such outcome, makes me feel nervous, the butterflies... they flutter, i feel their heart beats, the flutters of their wings beating inside me, i feel like im floating, gently lifting from the ground.
I love life right now, i feel happy and i love my little sere so much.
so 27 days and counting, cant seem to get this girl out of my head and i think im falling in love again. I havn't even seen her before, i havn't even heard her voice for the first time all i see is text and i feel in love. Could this be a good thing? could my destiny be calling? Maybe i find out in 27 days time.
How do you cure butterflies in your belly?, is that what makes love feel so special? Why do they go away with time? Does love always turn to static unbliss? I hope not because i really like her.
Why does loving a person take up so much of your daily thoughts when your in love?, Short of breath cos your so anticipated to see this person? the human body can experience strange feelings when in love.
Some day soon maybe it is my destiny calling? will she hold my world in her hands? will she control it all? Where will my journey take me next?, all these unanswered questions and not knowing any such outcome, makes me feel nervous, the butterflies... they flutter, i feel their heart beats, the flutters of their wings beating inside me, i feel like im floating, gently lifting from the ground.
I love life right now, i feel happy and i love my little sere so much.
BRONZE Member
Carpal \'Tunnel
6,207 posts
Location: "In your ear", United Kingdom
Carpal \'Tunnel
6,207 posts
Location: "In your ear", United Kingdom
Posted:
im not 9, im not a girl, and i only love pk when his tops off!
Written by: pk ....:™
shes in stoke thank god.
im not 9, im not a girl, and i only love pk when his tops off!
Step (el-nombrie)
BRONZE Member
Carpal \'Tunnel
6,207 posts
Location: "In your ear", United Kingdom
Carpal \'Tunnel
6,207 posts
Location: "In your ear", United Kingdom
Posted:
man, you will always have a place with me,
you where one of the first spinners i saw on video, one of the ones i still think is the best spinner in eth world, one of the guys who i would love to see more of,
you are a guy i like, dont ever mistake that for silence
i dont always talk to you, but i think of you
Written by: pk ....:™
maybe mech doesnt love me any more.....:( maybe i have been replaced in his life.
man, you will always have a place with me,
you where one of the first spinners i saw on video, one of the ones i still think is the best spinner in eth world, one of the guys who i would love to see more of,
you are a guy i like, dont ever mistake that for silence
i dont always talk to you, but i think of you
Step (el-nombrie)
SILVER Member
Star Trekker
1,733 posts
Location: Cheshire, United Kingdom
Star Trekker
1,733 posts
Location: Cheshire, United Kingdom
Posted:
Hey pk, this is a helluva intro thread - read most of the first bit and found myself feeling very protective towards you - you're very honest about yourself and others and that leaves you vulnerable I guess.
Trippy Hippy says you're one of the most amazing people he's ever met (not to mention one of the best spinners if not the best) and judging by the occupants of your sofa he's right - there's a lot of love here
Do I gather you're at Wetherspoons in Newark? My mum lives just outside (that's Newark, not the pub!) and I'll be over there Boxing day - might come and say hello if you're around?
Hey pk, this is a helluva intro thread - read most of the first bit and found myself feeling very protective towards you - you're very honest about yourself and others and that leaves you vulnerable I guess.
Trippy Hippy says you're one of the most amazing people he's ever met (not to mention one of the best spinners if not the best) and judging by the occupants of your sofa he's right - there's a lot of love here
Do I gather you're at Wetherspoons in Newark? My mum lives just outside (that's Newark, not the pub!) and I'll be over there Boxing day - might come and say hello if you're around?
'The last rays of crimson on the spindle tree as the cerise fruit splits and reveals its orange seeds in a gloriously clashing colour scheme no-one would ever dare to wear'
Euonymous Europeus
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