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Posted: 31st Jan 2007
:O Fire Hoop..... lol ok i must've had my head in the sand for a while.... when where how what.... eh lol

Some men see things and say why....

I Dream of things that never were and say Why Not....?

Oh No I'm going to get Shot Alive if he finds out - DA

Posted: 31st Jan 2007
friday at JC there are a load of peeps coming for the night. should be fun. i want a fire hoop though but cna not afford one, or to make one in time

Life's too short to worry about where you put your marshmallows

Posted: 31st Jan 2007
knew about that,, didnt realise there was going to be fire hooping though,, this i gotta see *note to self,, bug froggie for details tonight* lol

Some men see things and say why....

I Dream of things that never were and say Why Not....?

Oh No I'm going to get Shot Alive if he finds out - DA

Posted: 31st Jan 2007


some coffee for the princess (didnt forget)

What is psychology?- Looking for a black cat in a dark room. What is psychoanalysis? Psychoanalysis is looking for a black cat in a dark room -- in which there is no cat -- but finding one anyway.

Posted: 1st Feb 2007
oh thank you i miss you lots missy hows things?

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Posted: 1st Feb 2007
Hello, goddness i miss out on too much geez i really do need to kick my ass into gear and fix my bloody internet ..... well hope alls well and ill see u later missy! xxx

Actually back on HoP guys ...

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Posted: 5th Feb 2007
My oldest Son doing his thing
yeas i am a very proud Mum

Life's too short to worry about where you put your marshmallows

Posted: 6th Feb 2007
and so you should be.

Just for your info hun we are puting on a bit of a gathering in Poole at the start of june child exemption / prices TBC but sure it will be family friendly.

A couple of balls short of a full cascade... or maybe a few cards short of a deck... we'll see how this all fans out.

Posted: 6th Feb 2007
just watched the vid of your young lad froggy you have more than every right to be the proud mum


the ladys are gonna love him in later life hahaha "it's all in the hips"

Posted: 6th Feb 2007
* Looks at the pond and wonders about a Freezing cold but uber funny Dive Bomb*

Some men see things and say why....

I Dream of things that never were and say Why Not....?

Oh No I'm going to get Shot Alive if he finds out - DA

Posted: 7th Feb 2007
Rave but eww all at the same time but yes very very very proud.

i now need to make him a fire hoop thats not as heavy and i think less wicks.but i am not sure.

i you guys

Life's too short to worry about where you put your marshmallows

Posted: 8th Feb 2007
*Lobs a snowball at Froggie then ducks back into his hastily erected igloo*

Love you too Petal

Some men see things and say why....

I Dream of things that never were and say Why Not....?

Oh No I'm going to get Shot Alive if he finds out - DA

Posted: 16th Feb 2007
im drunk (yay for vodka cucarcao and lemonade) missing you and skint - ,ay be a while before i come visit you miss you hun MEAH! love you

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Posted: 20th Feb 2007
I'm really jelous of Sam now. That kids has talent, great video

How is everything in the lillypad? been ages since I stoped by here.

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Posted: 12th Mar 2007
i hope you guys are ready for a rather long up date from me soon, maybe later depending on how my days pans out

Life's too short to worry about where you put your marshmallows

Posted: 12th Mar 2007
Always am,, but then you know that

Some men see things and say why....

I Dream of things that never were and say Why Not....?

Oh No I'm going to get Shot Alive if he finds out - DA

Posted: 12th Mar 2007
how go's it my faorite froggable one???

Posted: 15th Mar 2007
Ok then peeps a rather long (but hopefully not too long) update from me seems as though it’s been more than a while.
Things at home are getting better, relationship wise although things are always a work in progress Ross and I are getting on really well. The kids seem to be doing ok, a few hick ups with regards idiotic absent fathers but heck what do you expect from a couple of no hopers. It does get the kids down lots and affects them more than they will probably let on to me but my boys are tough little toads so in the end I am sure they will be fine. They always have me which has worked over the past and I am sure will keep on working. They both know about my BPD and are dealing with it well, they understand more now than before which is a lot of help. My oldest is still in therapy, it’s not surprising though all things considered but he is putting in lots of work and the outcome is certainly showing this. He is a well rounded teenager, doing well at school and growing up far too quick, then again kids always do. My oldest has a steady girlfriend and its going well. He also has turned into a typical teenage boy with regards porn. I have nothing against it its just rather strange keeping an open mind without getting freaked out that my ‘baby’ is that age now. Luckily we have a close mother son relationship; he is very open and talks to be about everything. I have told him that I would rather know about the porn and monitor what he sees rather than being like all the other kids out there and just goes behind their parents back. There is some nasty stuff out there which I don’t want him seeing, I am sure he will one day and I will deal with that one and the questions that come with it when it happens. He seems to be ok with this and his mates think he is the luckiest boy ever. The fight he got into before Yule has been sorted out finally. The boy who started it all confessed the true story, that he lied to his mum and police to start off with and has been reprimanded because if it. All I need to do now is apply till I am blue in the face to get him off the data base.
I am back on therapy… or will do once it gets started. I want to go forward with my life but it just seems as though every where I turn there is a huge wall in the way.
I wanted to start my own business but that doesn’t look as though it’s going to happen. I have been left in that much debt from the ex’s that if I do start it up I won’t have enough to live or pay off the debts. I am struggling now as it is and the only option seems to be going bankrupt, and if I do that I stand no chance of starting up my own business and getting off benefits. It’s really frustrating!!! I have come to terms with the fact I can not get a ‘normal’ job and work with others and that my BPD is part of who I am. I will never get better but I will learn to cope better its just more than hard to do most days.
On a lighter side Hooping has really started to lift off. I taught my first hooping class on my own this week as the guy who runs it was on holiday and left me in charge. The odd few hoops I am making for people are going down well and my craft/arty room is slowly starting to take shape, but coping with every thing just get far too much every now and again. I am on the committee of the juggling club now, we (the club) really need to get it organised as it has been left for years just running itself and has lost its way a little.
In other news I have pollywogs.. My fire bellied toads mated and left me lots of babies. They must be really happy and soon we should have lots of little toads hopping all over the place. I have a couple of people who are interested in buying them if they reach adulthood. That combined with the selling of a few hoops should pay for my oldest going to Germany with school and at least one holiday this year.. Ok Play isn’t every ones idea of a family holiday but its close and cheep and he kids loved it last year. I do want to try and come more away from my tent and may be go to some workshops but I don’t really have the confidence too so I am not fretting about it too much. I don’t know what it is; the people are lovely I just can not bring myself to mix. I guess it’s a lot to with being unsure of whether people like me or not. Things in hop have gone pear shaped since the ex husband came on and did nothing but rip me apart and lie about what type of person I am. Of cause people are not going to know who is telling the truth but in doing this he has won again. Hop was about the only place where I felt as though I fitted and that feeling has now gone as is my ability to feel comfortable to talk to people. I am sure he will be more than happy to know this too.
I am back at the gym *does a little dance* I am loving it and starting to feel toned again. I know I am never going to get to the clothes size I want, I have far too much muscle and am the wrong body shape. Who knows I may actually get used to the idea of never being how I want to be! I even wear sports wear when I go too!!
Next week is Ostera/spring equinox the children have been given the day off school and we are looking forward to having a good day, lots of fun and lots of chocolate. Hopefully my family will realise that the whole pagan thing isn’t a fad as they once thought, they are not too bad at Yule now and hell it was my grandma’s fault why it all started in the first place.
Talking of grandparents my grandma is doing well but my granddad is getting worse. He has refused most of the treatment for his prostate cancer its heart breaking to see him in this state but I can understand why he doesn’t want it. I just wish he didn’t have to go through so much pain and that he could get up and do more for himself. He used to be so active; you can see the pain of frustration in his face and eyes, that’s the part which is the hardest to see.
Ok I think I have wrote enough so now I am going to update myspace as well as here *sigh* I really should do this more often.

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Posted: 15th Mar 2007
typical teen lad you got there froggy, if you don't want your computer infected i can reccomend a safe FREE site that you can monitor

as for one of your ex's infiltrating HoP..................WHO??? i cant remember anyone laying into you hun not that i woul listen to anyone slagging you down

i think it's great your learning to accept things now you wouldn't have in the past

you've got to be one of t wickedestest perslinghs i've had the pleasure to meet and your sprogs are cool too

Posted: 15th Mar 2007

"I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day,and if you can source your own life from its presence.." - Oriah Mountain Dreamer

Posted: 15th Mar 2007


And that dress really did look pretty last night,, even with the jeans

Some men see things and say why....

I Dream of things that never were and say Why Not....?

Oh No I'm going to get Shot Alive if he finds out - DA

Posted: 15th Mar 2007
i love you guys,

Rave it was a while ago but it kind of spoiled every thing and he still reads everything i write and thanks i love my little sprogs too

Ahh blu i have something for you infact i have a few little prezzies for peeps and will get round to posting them soon.. hopfully anyway

Pen the dress broke its a size ten too damn shoulders, muscles and well not being a skinny rake it was really baggy around the waist but i liked it, it made me look like a girl

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Posted: 16th Mar 2007
hello and how is miss froggy?

A couple of balls short of a full cascade... or maybe a few cards short of a deck... we'll see how this all fans out.

Posted: 16th Mar 2007
getting there although not sure where there is.

hows you?

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Posted: 16th Mar 2007
It did make you look like a girl tiz very true

Although I think I'm going to have to start a fund so we can buy you some of the stuff you showed me last night {very evil grin}

M'gonna miss you tonight though,, but hope you have a nice one

Some men see things and say why....

I Dream of things that never were and say Why Not....?

Oh No I'm going to get Shot Alive if he finds out - DA

Posted: 16th Mar 2007


Nice to see you're keeping things interesting there miss Froggy
I don't think your boys will give you too much trouble, they're too cool for that, and to have such a cool mum as well.

I may be wanting the use of your sewing skills when I return home as well, will PM you before I leave oz to discuss more

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Posted: 16th Mar 2007
froggy, i actually like a female NOT to be skinny and feeble looking i like to know if i put a foot wrong she could knock me out in one punch

i really must try to come and spend some time with you when i get a job, nothing seriouse, just chill, have a smoke and chat about [censored]. i don't know how but i am such a hippie now

Posted: 22nd Mar 2007
Rave.. sounds like a great idea... the shmoking and not the kicking the crap out of you.. although must admit i can just about hold my own

Steaks if i can help i will

Pen just for the sake of it

and for anyone else who wants one

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Posted: 22nd Mar 2007

We are the music makers, We are the dreamers of dreams,
Wandering by lone sea-breakers, And sitting by desolate streams;
World-losers and world-forsakers, On whom the pale moon gleams;
We are the movers and shakers of the world for ever, it seems.

Posted: 23rd Mar 2007
*plants a luck-dragon tree in the corner of the thread*



Are you comming to Southern Lights? Twould be most lovelly to see you!

"I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day,and if you can source your own life from its presence.." - Oriah Mountain Dreamer