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Posted: 18th Mar 2005
Hippo Birdies to you PK

May this year bring you joy!

Feed me Chocolate!!! Feed me NOW!

Posted: 18th Mar 2005
yay for me, im old!

thankies

Posted: 18th Mar 2005
Hey its your birfday!!


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happy birthday my friend!!!

TAJ "boat mummy." VALURA "yes sweetie you went on a boat, was daddy there with you?" TAJ "no, but monkey on boat" VALURA "well then sweetie, Daddy WAS there with you"

Posted: 18th Mar 2005
thank you miss valura chicken!

yay for cake!.... and there is cake with my name too!

Posted: 18th Mar 2005
so on this day the 19th march 2005 i have turned 26, has been five years of lack of drugs, concentrated fears and dead stars.
Some things are positive yet some fearful, anxiously awaiting the future and it's uncertainty.
Leaving behind all but history and memories in peoples minds i will shed many a tear on the eventful day of departure.
I am left thinking, dreaming of whats to be, in essere is to be in awe yet to also be amore.
Like bleak winters the thin ice may break yet to test all would be what the wise man should.
Anxiousness, intimidation, nervousness is frightful but yet intreiging nontheless. A must and a focused answer, your questions have been fullfilled.
Dreary eyes and tiredness still sowing what love is that star is guiding me to a beautiful place where only one soul exists.
Together we will be the stars and no longer sit under then staring out.
I will miss all that has passed but love all ahead, today is a beautiful day and only 3 weeks from an eternity.

Posted: 18th Mar 2005
happy birthday, mate!

-James

"How do you know if you're happy or sad without a mask? Or angry? Or ready for dessert?"

Posted: 19th Mar 2005
yes only 3 weeks..and we will become two stars for the eternity.. happy b.day my prince.. you're all for me you know.. ti amo da impazzire..forever
xSeRex

*^*EuPhoRiC*^*PaRaNoiC*^*PeReNiaLLy SaD*^*aSLeeP*^* [juliet when we made love you used to cry, now i kiss you through the bars of a rhyme]

Posted: 21st Mar 2005
OMG

You found a beauty. and those landing gears.... and the dodgy mags too... im in love.... why did i have to killl mine.

a friend of mine still has one thier worth too much money to sell right now but i want one again.

Posted: 21st Mar 2005
that is a bad ass bmx classic!

i wish i still had my 80's bmx, and 80's coffin syle desk

Step (el-nombrie)

Posted: 21st Mar 2005
I hope you got my text on your birthday hun. Hope it was a good one!!

Only when the last tree has died
and the last river has been poisoned
and the last fish has been caught
will we realise that we
cannot eat money.

Cree Indian, 1909

Posted: 6th Apr 2005
so this is it!, the last day in England, so much that i have to get done today yet seriously cant be bothered, but i know if i drag it out a little longer maybe i will end up rushing around!, im not used to doing nothing, yet this weeke has been crazy as hell.

My first night back in my moms house, i havnt lived here since i were 18 years of age, so you can imagine how much i love my own space!. I was annoyed right away and had to leave with my brother to goto meet old friends and drink beer and play pool in my friends pub.
The next morning i went in to town for a mooch around and to see whats changed.... went to my moms work to see her and the old people, made me feel good so this day was ok! i like old people but they stink of wee.
So the weekend! i went to sheffield again for my final sendoff with my best friends and what a weekend, arose to a sms message at 6.30 from my ex girl sarah, left the house at 7am and got the first train to sheffield arriving at leighs by 10.30, much coffee, fags and buiscuits whilst playing on the xbox. Later in the evening sarah arrived after finishing work at sheffield wednesday which is just accross the road from leighs house.... more arrived later and it got only slightly messy, well more messy for me as leigh couldnt decide what i was drinking so just kept making me J.D/Brandy/Vodka mixed ooo and then charlie came out to play too ooops. the night went a little strange then towards 4.30am with my best friend having and arguement with his girl. went off then to miss sarahs house, and got some kip for a few hours.
So lazy sundays hangovers and comedowns... went into town to meet my best mate chris and old friend Miss Lizzy D so we could do breakfast/lunch and general lazy sunday contemplating the week ahead.
Sarah saw me to the station, i hate saying goodbyes and she is the hardest to say goodbye too.

So monday comes, and im kidnapped to birmingham by mech and narr to film a new flick.... :o
wicked day of spinning and juggling and SHOPPING!!!! oops i spent money i shouldnt have but hey what the hell!
now time to do the familly stuff, hada good chat with my dad last night and got to see some other members of my rather large familly.

so how do i feel, more positive than i was 2 days ago, cos i wasnt going any where then, but after a few emails i was going again.... my heads been in a spin, i know that im not entirely ready for this yet but i have to go.... go for my love! my little italian princess.

so i have a busy day ahead today and this will be my last day i will post on hop for a while.

going to miss a lot of people in my life, but i will be back in England i hope in August when the little blue fairy will be accompanying me.

so until then will read you and see you in August.

And miss Cassandra... see you in Paris in july

Posted: 6th Apr 2005
best wishes to you and your lady with the move man...

It is our fantasies that make us real. Without our fantasies we're just a blank monkey' - Terry Pratchett

Posted: 6th Apr 2005
you say good bye qand i say hello

safe happy travels
and see you when next we have the extream pleaser of one of you posts

*hugs*

"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, champagne in one hand, strawberries in the other, body thoroughly used up, and screaming "WOO-HOO What a ride!"

Posted: 6th Apr 2005
......

*^*EuPhoRiC*^*PaRaNoiC*^*PeReNiaLLy SaD*^*aSLeeP*^* [juliet when we made love you used to cry, now i kiss you through the bars of a rhyme]

Posted: 6th Apr 2005
only this:





*booked it, packed it, f*cked-off*

Posted: 6th Apr 2005
more belated good wishes pk and miss ser

Posted: 7th Apr 2005
Take it easy mate, safe travels

An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind

Give a man a fish and he'll eat 4 a day hit a man with a brick and you can have all his fish and his wife

"Will's to pretty for prison" - Simian

Posted: 7th Apr 2005
good luck!

Feed me Chocolate!!! Feed me NOW!

Posted: 7th Apr 2005
Play Safe PK.

Growing old is mandatory; growing up is NOT.
Proud member of the HoP DPS.
Sanity is a highly overrated state of mind.
I'm normal ... it's everyone else that's crazy.

Gidg

Posted: 8th Apr 2005

Written by: Gidg

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Play Safe PK.

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does that mean safe sex too?


wow i left at 8am thursday morning i arrrived at 10.45am this morning

at 3.30am this morning i waas woken byt the F*cking Police, for passport control on the train. When getting on the conductor takes both ticket and passport, and just cos i have dreads in my passport photo they decide at 3.30am t6o come and thoroughly search me! for drugs.... compèlete with german shepard dog!, bastards... i hate passport control, i get the same shite every time i go any where over a border.

Had a wicked time yersterday in Paris with Olive, beer and a little juggle/spin in Paris near the river, a tour of the metro carrying my really heavy luggage but we got around paris in the end, thank you my brother for your assistance in Paris see you very soon unless you come in italy before we come in Paris.
13.5 hours later i arrive in Firenze to struggle with my luggage on my own, i make my connection train to viareggio with 1 min to spare thankfully as the train was late arriving and this one was late leaving!.
I was met by little sere's mother who bought me to my temporary new home.

well now i am going to disapear for a while with my beautiful princess and will return some time in this voids future!.

"hi pk is becoming a [censored] wanker..he is fighting me all time.. HELP MEEEEE!!!! a lot of kisses for all seRe "

^^^tsk!

ciao folks, just thought that i should say that im safe.

Posted: 8th Apr 2005
see you anytime soon,
and enjoy Italy, lucky you

Posted: 8th Apr 2005
Glad to know you are safe bro. Tell Sere to look after you, or your little sis will come over and bite her ankles lol (only joking) hehe. Enjoy your new life hun xxxxx

Only when the last tree has died
and the last river has been poisoned
and the last fish has been caught
will we realise that we
cannot eat money.

Cree Indian, 1909

Posted: 10th Apr 2005
*feeling a little home sick right now*

Posted: 10th Apr 2005

Feed me Chocolate!!! Feed me NOW!

Posted: 10th Apr 2005
much needed thanks chuck

Posted: 10th Apr 2005
You're most welcome. Have another for luck

Feed me Chocolate!!! Feed me NOW!

Posted: 13th Apr 2005
Awww hun, youll be fine once you settle a bit, heres some cuddliness for you

Only when the last tree has died
and the last river has been poisoned
and the last fish has been caught
will we realise that we
cannot eat money.

Cree Indian, 1909

Posted: 13th Apr 2005
My girlfriend stopped functioning... can i have a new one?... she is breathing, layed on her side but her eyes are wide shut! should i poke her with a stick to see if she moves or await some one to parcel force me another from england!..... actually dont parcel force one... it has took them all of 7 days now to get my PC as far as....... wait for it.....!!!!!!

































GERMANY!, i dont know what the it is doing in Germany... when the address in HUGE black marker pen says ITALY

Posted: 13th Apr 2005


you're joking! that sucks big time - (sorry for giggling!)

hope you are settling in good good and the lingo is clicking into place. Miss you already - my heart knows you're further away now. Hmm.



soon

Geologists do it in the dirt................

Posted: 21st Apr 2005
why you dont understand how much i love you??????
i want to know why!!!!RIGHT NOW PLEASE!!!!

*^*EuPhoRiC*^*PaRaNoiC*^*PeReNiaLLy SaD*^*aSLeeP*^* [juliet when we made love you used to cry, now i kiss you through the bars of a rhyme]