My little introduction... *^*SeRe*^*

sincerely I dont know where to begin ... uhm I wouldnt like to fall from in the banal one..however..I am Sere! I was born on May 26th 1986, in one little town,Camaiore, in a wonderful day of sun..Im Italian..and I love the Tuscan one, the area where have lived for 18 years.
Im the last one of three children..the little one..was born 11 years later my sister and 14 years after my brother ehehehe.my mum Rita and my daddy Gino,they had not planned my birth, but maybe has been really the surprise and the emotion to have another daughter who has made them to reapproach and to get back together for ever.
Im grown in the classical Italian family, a united family, without problems..but when I was 8 years old my sister had a bad accident, and died. for my parents it has been a bad blow..I have only realized growing what was actually happening to my family. something had broken and would not have got back any more as first. frown

going to the middle schools, I started frequenting the classical ugly companies..with them I have tested the first drugs, the alcohol, the first loves, the first sexual experiences..but also changing companies these things remained for about 6/7 years in my life..a life which was done by now only of sadness, paranoia, depression, drugs, and alcohol..
i have always suffered a lot for the boys,I have always found the usual stupid and idiot boys..but 2 years and means it makes I had known a boy, Alain, a cure guy, but I have always thoughts from the first moment that he wouldnt have been the boy of my life, but at least I hoped that a day I would be myself in love with him..but we have been with 2 years and half, 2 years and half of lies and not true love, of disappointments, and I have fallen newly in the drug and the alcool, to the inside of my
wicked world.. frown

in conclusion,to june 2004 he has left me,without an
explanation and then he has said me that he had betrayed me..he has left me into of mine problems!!now i hate him,maybe I hate him because not I am never really in love with him, I have lain to me for 2 years and half..
from June to November my life has gone quickly, was with a boy for 2 months and gone out with others, I have changed school..and I have finally succeeded to not drugs me and not to drink any more!
then an evening, while im chatting with my bestfriend Licia, I have seen this contact disowned between my friends..Licia said to me to try to write something..therefore 29 November 2004 I have known Pk..
it has been all therefore strange until from the start, but to speak with him was like speaking with a person that I knew already from much time,therefore beautiful (as I had noticed from the photos),therefore likeable and kind, and then in a week he had already reserved the flight for Italy for 3 January..and I could to make me to escape a guy therefore?IMPOSSIBLE..so now we are
here..between 8 days will be 2 months that we are together. I have passed a wonderful week with him, and these 2 last days have been still more magical..and Im truly in love now..Im just in love..
and I hope that this magical dream can last for the eternity..John..thanks all the one which you have made and that you are making for me..you have rendered me the happiet woman in all over the world.. ubblove