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Location: Central Florida USA
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Location: Central Florida USA
Posted:
After I quit drugs the leaches fell off. after almost 2years of loneliness it's getting to me. I've changed, and the people I knew before have too. I want some companionship but for some reason the closer people get the more awkward I seem become; I have a hard time trusting and for that matter caring for people the way I used to. On top of that, It feels like people still look at me like I'm still a criminal, watching and waiting for me to slip up. I'm bored, but don't know if I'd enjoy anything really anymore. wake bake create sleep, ad some glow poi to that and you have my day to day life. It's not always easy in hermit mode, though I try to venture out every couple months. Please pray for me guys, sorry for the rant of my nonsense. I just need to vent.. people too often write me off for unlearned from my appearance and vernacular; I hope you don't. we can go as deep or far-out as you'd dare, questioning and pondering. much love and peace.
After I quit drugs the leaches fell off. after almost 2years of loneliness it's getting to me. I've changed, and the people I knew before have too. I want some companionship but for some reason the closer people get the more awkward I seem become; I have a hard time trusting and for that matter caring for people the way I used to. On top of that, It feels like people still look at me like I'm still a criminal, watching and waiting for me to slip up. I'm bored, but don't know if I'd enjoy anything really anymore. wake bake create sleep, ad some glow poi to that and you have my day to day life. It's not always easy in hermit mode, though I try to venture out every couple months. Please pray for me guys, sorry for the rant of my nonsense. I just need to vent.. people too often write me off for unlearned from my appearance and vernacular; I hope you don't. we can go as deep or far-out as you'd dare, questioning and pondering. much love and peace.
Nerevarine, Dohvakiin, Browncoat
177 posts
Location: Torvvun (AKA alpha centauri)
177 posts
Location: Torvvun (AKA alpha centauri)
Posted:
Congratulations on your accomplishment, I will pray.
Besides, if we dont rant, who will ever know how to help?
Congratulations on your accomplishment, I will pray.
Besides, if we dont rant, who will ever know how to help?
Someone call the doctor cuz this Beat is Sick-
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Wolf Furry
517 posts
Location: Earth, USA
Wolf Furry
517 posts
Location: Earth, USA
Posted:
That's great man. I'll be praying.
That's great man. I'll be praying.
I'd rather die on paws, than live on feet.
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Wolf Furry
517 posts
Location: Earth, USA
Wolf Furry
517 posts
Location: Earth, USA
Posted:
Stick with it. This life may be hard, but it's not the end.
Stick with it. This life may be hard, but it's not the end.
I'd rather die on paws, than live on feet.
Nerevarine, Dohvakiin, Browncoat
177 posts
Location: Torvvun (AKA alpha centauri)
177 posts
Location: Torvvun (AKA alpha centauri)
Posted:
You say you like to bake (or at least that u do bake)... What kind of things do you bake?
You say you like to bake (or at least that u do bake)... What kind of things do you bake?
Someone call the doctor cuz this Beat is Sick-
Nerevarine, Dohvakiin, Browncoat
177 posts
Location: Torvvun (AKA alpha centauri)
177 posts
Location: Torvvun (AKA alpha centauri)
Posted:
we keep trying to make it look so nice,
we keep hiding what's going on inside,
but what if I shared my brokenness?
what if you shared how you feel?
and what if we weren't afraid of this craziness-
what if we were real?
we keep trying to make it look so nice,
we keep hiding what's going on inside,
but what if I shared my brokenness?
what if you shared how you feel?
and what if we weren't afraid of this craziness-
what if we were real?
Someone call the doctor cuz this Beat is Sick-