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Location: in the trees
if your feeling lo or just want to rant about something then feel free
lastnight (saturday1st).........i broke down.......i mean, i cryed!!!!
i dunno why i'm posting this.......but i pysicly broke down in tears,
alot of things got on top of me lastnight, and as i called a friend to say i was not in a good situation and asked if i could come round because i had nowhere to go i just started crying uncontrolably....... i'm still pretty weepy now but my friend took me in....gave me coffee and listened to me, which if she reads this i'm very gratefull for.
awwwwwwww hell, i'm crying agian
im gonna sign off now and get in my bed n cry
EDITED_BY: ravehead (1128420003)
1,662 posts
Location: Bristol
i am exactly the opposite. i hate it when people just expect me to have my phone on 24 hours a day. if i don't reply it's not because i hate you!!!!
i have the ability to switch my phone OFF, understand that? sometimes, no matter how much i love you, i just want to NOT hear that sound, or i want to be alone, or just listen to the radio!!!
i hate when not replying to a text automatically means you're ignoring someone. what if i can't afford it? or what if i just can't be bothered? i'm not at the world's beck and call, so BACK OFF!!!!!!
ok. rant over.
I had a dream that my friend had a
strong-bad pop up book,
it was the book of my dreams.
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
AGH!
Apparently have been stressing someone out.. not meaning too.. i just kept asking when they'd be around online, and basically they've been feeling guilty every time they change their plans, and I really havn't even been feeling bad when they've not shown up, or whatever it is that they do! But they can't stop feeling guilty or constricted over it, or whatever, and, and, blah! I'm not meaning to be causing problems, I didn't even know!
and now i'm all worried.....
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
and now I don't know what to do for my letter of recomendation and thats the one thing thats definetly not a formality about my application!
this day has gone from bad to worse and its not getting better. and i'm sick of being alone. I havn't really had a proper hug since the day I left london!
And not a lot of the weak cheesy hugs either
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
Pooh-Bah
1,762 posts
Location: York University, United Kingdom
I'm missing hugs too right now Kyri, so it'd solve several problems if we just hugged each other!
Hope you can get the letter sorted. Take care.
Ross
After much consideration, I find that the view is worth the asphyxiation.
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I may disagree with what you have to say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
well, in about three weeks we can hug each other
gawd I cna't remember the last time I got this worked up about things really....
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
Pooh-Bah
1,762 posts
Location: York University, United Kingdom
I don't think I've ever got this worked up. I spent an hour on the phone to my Girlfriend tonight, and about 40 minutes of it in tears. I'm so tired of her mother being crap. I miss her so much. I hate not having anyone here who I can hold. I'm sick of her never getting a break. I worry about her so much.
Maybe I should stop playing depressing music, it's making me homesick AS WELL as missing Aly.
After much consideration, I find that the view is worth the asphyxiation.
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I may disagree with what you have to say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
awww
man we're both having bad nights. depressing music might indeed be worsening things.
its like, why everything at once? why the uni application and the boy and just being alone in a sucky place with no access to decent medical care and no drivers liscnese..... and all've my friends have moved away except one who keeps hitting on me and has an INSANE gf....
and my ex has started being evil again....
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
veteran
1,433 posts
Location: 8 days at Cloudbreak, 6 in Perth, Australia
I just got released yesterday after a week in hospital (went in Monday night came out Friday afternoon)....the pain in my stomach was so intense on Monday evening that I was taken to the ER by my boyfriend.
After a week of them sticking me with needles, sticking things down my throat and generally not listening to me I am no better but they have dismissed me...sure the pain in ,y stomach is not as bad...but I am still getting heartburn I am still getting this nasty looking very itchy rash show up on my legs and arms (it just keeps appearing and disappearing as it damn well pleases) and I generally feel pretty crappy....
The tests have so far found nothing so they know it isn't cancer but what the hell is wrong with me I feel so blech.
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
awwwwwwww
everyone's having way too much troubles... Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
Pooh-Bah
1,762 posts
Location: York University, United Kingdom
This is gonna sound weird... but thanks people, for demonstrating that I'm not the only person who is having a bad time at the moment.
Everything at once... yeah that's it. Internet problems, GF problems, Lonliness, Pressure... I don't need any of it.
On the downside, I now feel bad for ranting when people are having so much of a worse time of it than me.
I'm going to Bed. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow. Then again, I'm not seeing Aly for another week (Because she was supposed to be coming today). Sometimes I just want to sleep and dream.
(Kyri: I would talk to you on MSN, but it's not working... I'm NOT avoiding talking to you, I just have to use Yahoo now. Have you got an ID for that?)
Wish you all well.
Ross
After much consideration, I find that the view is worth the asphyxiation.
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I may disagree with what you have to say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Can't yahoo and msn work together now?
Boy came online and apologized. I'm still kind of upset about it, but he seems to have figured everything out reasonably and at least thats less of a worry!
I need to reinstall my opertaing system....
god i'm a mess tho!
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
41 posts
Location: Perth, Australia
have a
or two Written by: Sethis
This is gonna sound weird... but thanks people, for demonstrating that I'm not the only person who is having a bad time at the moment.
A trouble shared is a trouble halved. And it help to gain some perspective on the importance of things
At least all I have to worry about is doing badly in half my units if I don't find some motivation to study. If I have to repeat them, it's not exactly the end of the world.
"I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by" - Douglas Adams
Running hippy spinning lemming
15 posts
Location: Scotland
Argh....
x
Fear leads to anger; anger leads to hate; hate leads to suffering...
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
for every1 and individual 's for ever1 also Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
Written by: Sethis
On the downside, I now feel bad for ranting when people are having so much of a worse time of it than me.
Dont feel bad, the rant thread is for any problem, big or small. Besides, its really nice to talk to people who can sometimes relate (in a small way, I guess) to the problem.
I'm starting to get that lonely feeling. Dont have a BF
But I'm trying so hard not to think about it. Oh well, that's life.Hugs for Sethis and Kyrian
It may be your sole purpose in life to serve as a warning to others
Founder and Official leader of the Curby Clan
*Owner of Brenn*
I invented the decaffinated coffee table.
453 posts
Location: Cornwall, United Kingdom
Need a rant and a hug
Just got back from the scary dentist man and I have to go back on Thursday cos he says I need a filling and actually I also need about half a dozen more fillings cos I haven't been to the dentist for so long and he promises that the local anaesthetic won't hurt but how can he be sure and I just know it will hurt and what's more how do I know the work even needs doing after all don't all dentists rip you off anyway and if it doesn't need doing he is charging about £80 per filling and I can't afford that cos I don't have a job yet and what's more why don't I have a job what was the point in me working my arse off and studying for 9 years after all there is meant to be a shortage of people in my profession and why won't anyone employ me the government is crap and now I have to go and sit in the corner and shake....
*takes a breath*
*toddles over to the corner and shakes*
*and whimpers a bit*
Boo x
I intend to live forever - so far, so good.
If it costs "a penny for your thoughts", but people give you their "two-pence worth", who is getting the extra penny?
Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
Ahh Boo, lots & lots of huggles
I cant afford anything either, so I know how you feel. And I also dont have a job (still looking)
My rant:
DAMN YOU, STUPID GOVERNMENT!
That feels better...
It may be your sole purpose in life to serve as a warning to others
Founder and Official leader of the Curby Clan
*Owner of Brenn*
1,662 posts
Location: Bristol
i know what you mean about jobs - my cousin is going to australia because there's no jobs for doctors here. Her and a few thousand others too. it's nasty, no fun being unemployed, and the rest of britain will suffer for you guys having to leave.
as for pain - yes it does hurt and it iwll, but it's only short...scary i know, but worth it in the long run i reckon.
I had a dream that my friend had a
strong-bad pop up book,
it was the book of my dreams.
2,865 posts
Location: Lake District UK
AAARRRGGGHHH!!! that idiot still wont get the message (read other post) ive told him but he is now trying to sabotage my gig on friday night! i just want him to grow up and P*** off!
rant over...i need a hug
Remember.........YOU LOSE!!!
fluffy mess
197 posts
Location: Brighton, United Kingdom
awww,uber
to defeat all other 's "I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day,and if you can source your own life from its presence.." - Oriah Mountain Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Don't know what else to say... seems we need more medical people not less, but i think there's other problems in the way as well :/
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
I invented the decaffinated coffee table.
453 posts
Location: Cornwall, United Kingdom
You're all lovely.....don't want to mislead though. I'm not a medic. I'm a psychologist
Boo x
I intend to live forever - so far, so good.
If it costs "a penny for your thoughts", but people give you their "two-pence worth", who is getting the extra penny?
Pooh-Bah
1,762 posts
Location: York University, United Kingdom
Move to Hollywood... anyone without a Psychologist there is crazy
Have you thought about self employment? That's what my mother actually does. She's a self employed Psychologist.
After much consideration, I find that the view is worth the asphyxiation.
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I may disagree with what you have to say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.
I invented the decaffinated coffee table.
453 posts
Location: Cornwall, United Kingdom
It's tempting but I don't want to go self-employed just yet as I want to get more experience first.
I'd really quite like to move to the US - but I think I'd have to get further training to be able to use my Doctorate over there....and I feel that 6 years of Uni is fine for now!
I've got another interview next week, and have a tentative offer so far, maybe, perhaps, etc. Anyway, perhaps I should just stop worrying as see what comes up!
Boo x
I intend to live forever - so far, so good.
If it costs "a penny for your thoughts", but people give you their "two-pence worth", who is getting the extra penny?
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
The US is a bit weird about psych stuff, yeah, altho you could certainly do marriage counselling with your qualifications ... heh
and six years for a phd is so nothing...
worrying is good when its constrctive and bad when you fret. nonetheless we can't help it. Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
Pooh-Bah
1,762 posts
Location: York University, United Kingdom
Constructive worrying?
Example please? I thought worrying always involved not being able to affect what you're worrying about? After much consideration, I find that the view is worth the asphyxiation.
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I may disagree with what you have to say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it.
Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
I worry alot lately. And its definately not constructive.
You know what I realised? All this time I've been ranting and moaning about how my life is rubbish, and I've neglected the people that need my help the most. I feel like an idiot! So no more worring about myself.
It may be your sole purpose in life to serve as a warning to others
Founder and Official leader of the Curby Clan
*Owner of Brenn*
I invented the decaffinated coffee table.
453 posts
Location: Cornwall, United Kingdom
Oh god oh god oh god oh god
The PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
I managed to force myself into the dentist for a filling.
Amazingly it didn't hurt too badly - until NOW!!!
This is really really annoying. I am very unhappy and want to cry
I need a hug.
And a large drink - only that'd be pointless right now as it'd just dribble out of the side of my mouth as may face is still numb.
Anyone got a straw?
Boo x
I intend to live forever - so far, so good.
If it costs "a penny for your thoughts", but people give you their "two-pence worth", who is getting the extra penny?
1,662 posts
Location: Bristol
awwww
have one of these...
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I had a dream that my friend had a
strong-bad pop up book,
it was the book of my dreams.
I invented the decaffinated coffee table.
453 posts
Location: Cornwall, United Kingdom
Is there rum, vodka or whiskey in it?
*slurps with pleasure*
*dries eyes*
Thanks Tao star
Boo x
I intend to live forever - so far, so good.
If it costs "a penny for your thoughts", but people give you their "two-pence worth", who is getting the extra penny?
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