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The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
Yes I know there are other threads/pots like this, but I didn't feel like posting this there........sorry......



**************************As I Wake****************************



I see the sun rise. It seems so far away from me. I remember a time that I felt as though I could reach out, and grab it. But that was so long ago. I can see the morning fog lifting, like a blanket of soft cotton. I envy the grass, because the blanket of fog that covers it, departs every morning; yet the blanket that covers me, can't be lifted that easy. Evey morning as I wake, I wish I was any were but here, any one but me. My mind races with the thoughts of the night, thoughts that will not alow me to sleep, to dream, to forget. As I wake, the bird sings, for a moment my heart is lifted, but just a moment. I am tormented by words that I have not yet said. As I wake, my life seems to pass by with out takeing me along, I am alone,surounded by people that are not there, haveing conversations that no one hears. As I wake, i wish i could sleep forever.............F>F





coment if you like, I enjoy reading thoughts on my thoughts meditate

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


fluffy napalm fairyCarpal \'Tunnel
3,638 posts
Location: Brum / Dorset / Fairy Land


Posted:
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Geologists do it in the dirt................ spank


Lillie Frognot a stranger
558 posts
Location: wales


Posted:
If you are up early enough to see the sun rise you can't be doing too bad.

Eat when you're hungry
Sleep where it's dry
No one is ever what they seem
Gabriel King - The Wild Road


_Clare_BRONZE Member
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)


Posted:
Fryed Fish... you have the beginnings of some lovely ideas there... keep tweaking them and developing... smile

Getting to the other side smile


PyroWillGOLD Member
HoP's Barman. Trapped aged 6 months
4,437 posts
Location: Staines, United Kingdom


Posted:
i like it fryed fish, keep them coming!

An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind

Give a man a fish and he'll eat 4 a day hit a man with a brick and you can have all his fish and his wife

"Will's to pretty for prison" - Simian


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
ill try guys, like i said its just a random thing, they come and go fast as hell.......but ill post what i can........thanx for the feed back

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
***********************The Ledge*****************************



As I stand at the top, and look down over world, I wonder what would happen if I fell? The ledge is firm, but at the very edge were I stand, some dirt crumbles and falls. I watch it fall. Seems it goes on forever. I never see it hit the ground. I think to my self, is this a dream? It seems real, but fake all at the same time. I look around. The sky is like a piece of clear blue plastic, with little wite spots covering part of it. The sky looks real. The air smells sweat, like the inside of a candy store. Never have I smelled such an aroma. The Grass is like soft, bright green velvet. So real to the tuch; but how can this be real? There is no noise, no disturbances, no one but me. So peacefull. This must be a dream. IT HAS TO BE!!! So I jump. I feel the sensation of the fall. Hiting terminal velocity, the point were you can go no faster. The wind is screaming in my ears, my skin is burning from the wind pasing by so fast. I see the ground getting closer and closer......SMACK, I'm back in my room.......How did I end up on the floor???.................F>F



this one is ment ot be read out loud, it has more of an impact

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


GothFrogetteBRONZE Member
grumpy poorly froggy
3,999 posts
Location: Nuneaton, United Kingdom


Posted:
well i like 'em too keep it up oh and big hug

Life's too short to worry about where you put your marshmallows


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
******************************Tell Me Why**************************

Tell me why I feel like this. Tell me that the thoughts will pass. Tell me there are others that feel this way, and I'll tell you the truth. No one has my thoughts. No one has my feelings. And no matter what you say, it will never pass. This has been the way I feel forever. No one, and nothing can change it. They have all tryed, family, friends, doctors, nothing works. This is my curse. I balance out the positive. Iam the negative. I am the dark to your light, the down to your up. I am everything you never want to be. And I love it. I feed of the pain that I inflict on myself. I enjoy the darkness as it wraps around me, and holds me closer than my mother ever did. You have no idea what it's like, but you claim to be able to help. I don't want help. I want the insanity, the pain, the dakrness. It's all I have in the end, this is my life test. These are my chains that I carry, alone........F>F

**disclaimer** i have not tryed to kill my self in over 5 years, im not going to start up again, this is just a random piece of poetry, a look in to my day to day thoughts, please coment, but do not PM me that everything will be ifne, im ok wink**

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


GothFrogetteBRONZE Member
grumpy poorly froggy
3,999 posts
Location: Nuneaton, United Kingdom


Posted:
lol sod ya then i'll just give you another hug

Life's too short to worry about where you put your marshmallows


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
********************************Sun Spot****************************



You came to me at the strangest point in my life. The brief time we had, sticks out in my mind, more than any other time, with any other person. Why have you affected me this way? Why can I not get past you? I think back to that time, not so long ago, but long enough for this to have passed me by, and yet it still seems like yesturday. Your voice haunts my mind. Why now? At this point in my life, when all was going the way things are planed to go, you came in to my world, or I into yours. So now I sit wrighting this out, hopeing it will purge my soul, and alow me to see clearly. Untill then, every time I close my eys, I will see you. My Sun Spot.............F>F

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
****************************Lost In Shadows************************



I hear your heart beat next to me. I can feel the warmth of your body, the sent of your purfume. I reach for you, but your not there. It's been a while sense you were next to me, I should know better by know. Still I can see your breath hanging in the air. Your memory haunts me when I am awake, and when I sleep. So much time has gone by, I should have moved on, but here I sit lost in my room. Every time I say your name, I can feel you. Every time I close my eyes I see you. All I wish is for you to return. Return to the life that we shared, untill that day when you could not take any more. You neve told me what was wrong, or that you were hurting. I could have helped, but you would not let me. Your body was cold when I found you, an it was too late for me to help. So I sit, lost in thought on how I could have saved you, lost in time never moveing forward; but most off all, I sit, lost in shadows.........F>F
EDITED_BY: Fryed Fish (1100875747)

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


GothFrogetteBRONZE Member
grumpy poorly froggy
3,999 posts
Location: Nuneaton, United Kingdom


Posted:
hug

Life's too short to worry about where you put your marshmallows


heyahoneyBRONZE Member
Redneck Woman
566 posts
Location: Texas, Yeeeeehaaaaaw, USA


Posted:
O my goodness
*hug Hug*
hug hug hug

Top Three Things I've Learn While Being A Mom
1. Baby poop comes in many colors.
2. Makes sure all dirty diapers are not accessable to my dog.
3. Burp rags are not big enough.


grasshoppahBRONZE Member
HoP is teh suxor.
425 posts
Location: Tampa, Florida, USA


Posted:
i think you need help

and you cant spin poi.

Once in a while you get shown the light
in the strangest of places if you look at it right.


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
this is my help, and as far as YOU are concerned i am the poi GOD smile

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


grasshoppahBRONZE Member
HoP is teh suxor.
425 posts
Location: Tampa, Florida, USA


Posted:
before you think you are my poi god.....think to yourself...who taught you most of what you know?

so, i think i am your poi GOD.

Once in a while you get shown the light
in the strangest of places if you look at it right.


meghannenthusiast
302 posts
Location: good ol@ devon. cullompton to be precise


Posted:
i love that poem, its scaril like how i feel at the mo,,

my friends a real good poet (tho quite scary) go have a look, and she would love it if u left opinions intthe guestbook!
found at www.freewebs.com/mouseonmeds
To fit in this guestbook, I have had to remove the link to Proof of the
Inexistance, found at www.poetrypoem.com/fishface

ive learned
life is tough... but im tougher


...{SAFE}..."if i jump in the fire, will you?"
633 posts
Location: USA, wishing I was in SA


Posted:
F>F ever tried entering one of those "you could win $10000 for you poetry " ???

give it a shot , you never know !!!

nice work , keep at it biggrin

i like breaking the Law frown , of Gravity wink !


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
yea i thought about it safe, but im JUST geting to were i can share some of this, so puting in a contest is still a little strange for me.........but what site would i go to

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
***************************The Moment*************************

All we have is now. This moment in time is all that is certin. Thee is no promise made, no garantee that you, or I will be here in the hours or days to come. Live for now, for now is all that is real. The past can not be changed, the future may never come. Hold nothing back, and let go of regrets. Live for the moment. This very second may be your last, so don't wate it wondering what could have been, or what may be. Fly if only for one night. Never hold back you emotions or feelings. Tell the ones you love that you love them. Reconcile your differances. Live everyday s you last, for it may well be so. Learn to love, and be loved in return, and you in our memories, you will live on forever......F>F

figured i try some free verse.......

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


PyroWillGOLD Member
HoP's Barman. Trapped aged 6 months
4,437 posts
Location: Staines, United Kingdom


Posted:
thats ace FF, give us more biggrin

An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind

Give a man a fish and he'll eat 4 a day hit a man with a brick and you can have all his fish and his wife

"Will's to pretty for prison" - Simian


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
****************************Voices*******************************







When I am alone, they speak to me. They say things you don't want to hear. I try to block them out, "Nothingness" by reading, or listening to music, "Empty", but nothing works. "Give in" "We are your truth." The more I refuse to listen to them, "Die" "Succumb to our will" the more persistant they get. "Futureless" "Hopeless" These voices, were do they come from? Why can't I see you!! When will you leave!? "Never" "Never" over and over again "Never" "We are part of you." "The part you refuse to be" "Untill you admit who you are" "We will never leave." So I succumb, and as I feel how smooth the blade is, I can't help but think to myself, they were right, I am nothing, I am empty, as the bloods flows, I see that I was futureless and hopeless......"Now you belong to us", and I am no more........F>F

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
ok I know my last couple have been a little dark, so the next few I do will try to be a little more up beat wink





******************************Stillness******************************

There is a stillness around me as I wake. I notice the way the air is still cool from the night before. I can smell a freshness in the air that i have not smelled in a while. The waters are calm, and flat. They reflect the sun rise like a candle in the mirror and its amazing; just amazing. I can feel how still the world is, as I take my first breath; and I am humbled. I am humbled because I can sense the vastness of the energy that flows. As it animates the world, and me. At that point even I am still, lost in the one thing that we all have in common, stillness.......F>F

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
alright, this one is not exactly poetry, but im going insane from holding all this in.........i dont know mabey this can help someone, mabey it wont, but at least i will have gotten it off my chest.........





*******************Everything to Everyone***********************

My name is Keith. That's about all that matters at this point. For as long as I can remember I have done what ever it takes to make the people around me happy, even it costs me all that I am.



To my long time friends I'm this crazy raver guy, with a solid spirit, a clear head, and willingess to please. To those who have just met me, I'm silent, calculating, and still. To my family I'm this young profesional that is makeing his way in the world. To most of you here, I'm Fryed Fish, some nutty ass yank that constantly jokes around with grasshoppah, and anoys some of you wink. And finaly to my daughter, I'm her fire spining father, that loves her more than life it self.



Over the years all of this has taken it's toll on me. I no longer know who I really am. I have been so much for so many, that I have lost myself peice by peice; and it hurts. It's hard to say what I want any more, or what I need. I feel traped in this constant state of change. It seems that no matter were I go, or what I do, someone is there that expects me to be something spacific to them. Five years ago it was easy, but now it's a fight every single day.



So here I sit. My head no longer clear, my spirit hanging on by a thread, and my heart in constant pain, and for the first time in my life, my path is clouded. I have been everything to everyone, and it has come to this. I have completly lost sight of who I am, and I don't know if I will ever gain that sight back.........F>F

**********************************************************************



well thats it, comment if you like, as you can see i could use the help wink but if there is anyone else out there that feels this way, at least now you know youre not alone.......

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


GothFrogetteBRONZE Member
grumpy poorly froggy
3,999 posts
Location: Nuneaton, United Kingdom


Posted:
well i though i should write it down so i did.

I can not cry. The pills have taken the tears away.

She sits, cross legged in her room.
Candle lit, incense burning she closes her eyes and waits.
Slowly a soft breeze filled with a warm earth smell brushes against her face.
Something calls her through the forest, calls for her to go deeper.
Branches get in the way and brambles pull against her skin, and yet she runs faster and faster, searching for what beckons with her heart pounding in her chest.
She stops.
And listens to the silence as the earth takes a breath.
Reality slowly starts to slip back.
First the distant glow from candle flame, then the curling smoke drifting upwards from the almost spent incise on the shelf, and as the room once again becomes clear the familiar burning sensation returns as she focuses on the knife, the only true bramble thorn.

Life's too short to worry about where you put your marshmallows


mycoBRONZE Member
Pooh-Bah
2,084 posts
Location: melbourne, victoria, australia


Posted:
froggy: beautiful poem, thank you for showing us hug

ff: first time i've seen this thread, thanks for sharing your writing, very brave showing us something so intimate. Some poems i could relate to, others not so much. keep sharing. hug

vaperloc...the mightylook @my member
466 posts
Location: Ft worth Texas


Posted:
There once was a man from nantucket......oh wait
never use cannon to kill mosquito

There are no obstacles only challenges.
Very funny scotty now beam down my pants.
[colour."green"}What would willie do?

AHH theres too many wee leprechauns i cannae squash them all


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
ok i was hoping i would not have to post this, but i was wrong

vaperloc.....in case you cant tell this is for SERIOUS poetry, not little kid censored ok?

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


Penguin SvenSILVER Member
member
185 posts
Location: Australia,Vic


Posted:
Mate, Your stuff is awesome.
Keep at it.

"glow bugs, to slow to resist eating, to bitter to eat more than one handfull in a sitting" toothpaste for dinner


The Real Fryed FishGod's illgitament son
1,489 posts
Location: state of confusion


Posted:
***********************Forgotten Son***************************

I grew up in picture frames hanging on your wall. Year by year you watched my grow in photographs, not knowing what was going on in my life. You would call from time to time, asking how things are going, but never sounding like you cared. It was always a forced call. You would comment on how much I had grown, not really knowing how I had grown at all.

Then it happened, the photos stopped showing up at your door. Time stood still for your picture frame son. I stop and think if you ever wonder why, but I doubt you do. Now I am grown, and people say how much I look like you, but I am not you. You will never know me. You never have.

So here I sit, a forgotten son, that can't escape his forgotten past, of a forgetful father...................F>F

You can't avoid pain by fencing yourself from it.
Some times you need the help of others more than anything else
But you have to let them close enough to help......
People want to be needed, I found that out too


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