Girl troubles!

I have liked this girl for a long time, almost a year, and about 7 months ago she started dating my best friend. And now, she is also my best friend. We hang out all the time, and it is the most enjoyable times of my life. I have been dealing with holding this in for that time, but then I couldn't anymore and I told them both that I had feelings for her, but I didn't tell them how strong of feelings. I have never done drugs or drank in my life. You will understand why I wrote that in a minute. Anyway, I look of her and I see the girl I could marry. I stay up countless hours crying about this sh!t. So the other night, I drank with her and another one of my friends, thinking it could solve my problems. And I got depressed and told her how much I love her. I was so bad that they eventually had to call the cops on me bc I was threatening suicide and stuff. However, as bad as that sounds, lots of good came out of it, bc many of my friends came down to talk to me and I have depression and feel like nobody cares about me, so that helped me realize people do, and also, as I was lying there balling my eyes out to her, she was rubbing my head, and hugging me and holding my hand, and that made me feel great. But most people think this is just a crush, but it definitely is not. So now she knows how I feel, but I still feel like sh!t, bc I can't have the one girl who I love! And when I see her and my other best friend together it tears me apart. I used to just feel bad when I was alone, but now I can't control myself with people either. So, just wondering one of two things, How can I get her? or Would getting a girlfriend help? The only problem with the 2nd one is I'm really shy with girls if it's about asking them out. and please feel free to comment on the whole situation, not just the questions. I just have no idea what to do!

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