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Hey, I'm Mags, I live in Cornwall and Fire is my favourite element.
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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So you have a Bird trying to persuade you to watch fireworks! Watcha gonna do about it??
My state of mind is not yours to define!
There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."
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Panic and run around like a headless chicken....... if thats ok with you
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isn't a chicken a type of bird too??
My state of mind is not yours to define!
There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."
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but if its headless it can't fly so thats ok. I like birds as long as they don't flap around me.
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Honestly. All these excuses. Do you get scared by thunder too?
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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Nope. I like thunder storms!
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So it's not a phobia of loud banging noises then?
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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no, just fireworks and the idiots that get hold of them.
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is it just me or is this starting to feel like a session with an analyst?
'Just lay back on the couch Miss Duggery and tell me about your childhood'
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Heh. I'm having a great time, it's usually me who gets his psyche picked apart in here.
True though, there are some total f*ckwits about. The kinda people who strap fireworks to dogs and stuff.
The kind of people who'll fall by the wayside during our next evolutionary step.
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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well this post makes no sense now.....
stoopid people replying to people they're talking to in their own stoopid intros....
Meh
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Yeah this is your thread! Shouldn't it be you on the couch and me in the nice big leather swivel chair just behind your head asking you if you have any strange urges towards family members?
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Hah!
(dammit, that was for Cantus...)
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skulduggery types even quicker than you Poly
Meh
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*peers* Who you callin' stoopid Fraggle-boy?
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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is this not the chip shop?
*runs for the door*
Meh
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On that note, the chips we (me and the girls) had earlier were truly amazing. Probably cos they're fried in beef dripping.
Mmmmm. Animal fat gooood.
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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Ewwwww! *gags*
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No, not "Ewwwww", "Yummmmm".
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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Skully is dyslexic she might have just mis-spelled yummmmmm
Meh
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Friday 5th November [continued]
Ok, another night spent on the net. Played all the way to the final of a backgammon competition, then lost. (Typical) Taz came over and we hung out for a bit. Spent a long time on the phone to Mojo. Conversation rotated around the old "she loves me and thinks I'm great but thinks: A) I've cheated on her in the past, and B) I'll cheat on her in the future if we get back together." It's really dragging on now. It'd be ok if i didn't really care about her, but unfortunately I do. I can't really see a resolution to this situation, and I certainly can't cope with it going on much longer. Surely if she has such strong feelings for me she'd just take the risk and get back with me? Noone ever knows 100% that another person will be faithful, that's the point of trust. I know I haven't and never would, but it's not me that needs convincing.
Grrrr. Anyway. I'm away to bed now. She's coming over tomorrow, so I can pretend everything's ok for a bit. Hopefully I'll manage to locate some green as well.
Night night. I love you all.
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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You hit the nail on the head Mags. Trust. Relationships don't work without trust.
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Hmmm. Which leads me onto the next question:
Am i trustworthy? Are any of us? Is there anyone who is completely trustworthy in all given situations?
Surely everyone has their temptation limit.
Saturday 6th November
Just woke up (10am) with Izzy jumping on me. Got up and stomped downstairs to make the girls both porridge. Or Ready Brek. Whichever. Now I'm slurping coffee and fags. About to have a shower. In a bit.
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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Saturday 6th November [continued]
Ok, so after my shower the girls and I went into town and I bought some new shoes. Although money is still tight, that was an essential, as my old ones had about 5 holes in each, and every time it rained my feet got wet. After shopping for about 2 minutes (you try shopping with a 5 year old and a 3 year old!) I bought these for £55. Could have been a lot worse. Nice shoes though, very comfy.
Around 3ish Mojo came over, then Simon and Thom came over later and I fed the kids. Once the kids were eating I popped into town and bought some steak and veggies for me and Mojo (and some triple chocolate ice cream
) and carted it back up the hill to Tamsyns. I put Rheanna to bed and had a bit of a smoke with Thom and Simon while Iz played on the CBeebies website.Thom and Simon left and I pancooked the steak with onions, garlic and black pepper and we ate it with little roast potatoes, carrots and peas. Twas good, but not as good as it would have been had i got the meat from the butchers and not @#!@!# Somerfield. I hate Somerfield. I walk in there hungry and lose my appetite in about 2 minutes.
I put Izzy to bed and Mojo and I watched "50 First Dates". Tis a mightily cheesy movie, but very good, and as I had figured, she really liked it. Thom and Sarah came over about 11ish pretty drunk, and we sat around smoking and kinda watching The Untouchables til 2am, when they went home and Mo and I went to bed.
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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50 first dates is a good film
Meh
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I want a pet walrus!!!
NO! I want 4 so they can do the kissing thing!!!!!
i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey
Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
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I am a f*cking idiot. A total f*cking idiot.
After spending an amazing weekend with Mo, during which I started to believe that we really could sort things out between us and have another go at it, I lied to her about something so small and pointless that it baffles me to understand why I did. I told her the truth, of course, but now she's completely confused (again) and doesn't know whether to trust me or not (again).
I am a dick. I'm not gonna post for a bit, at least until I know what's going on. I feel like crying. Why am I such a F*cking fool?
Basically, I got a text (from a girl). Mo read it, asked what it meant. I said I didn't know (when I obviously did).
What it came down to was that I had told someone else that I found them attractive. Why I didn't just tell Mojo that, I have no idea, but my drunken, stoned brain decided to go "er...I dunno".
Before that point, I was having one of the happiest weekends I've had in many months. I wish I had the courage to take myself out the back and shoot myself. But I don't, so now I'm gonna just feel like a complete pr*ck for the foreseeable future.
"I believe the cost of life is Death and we will all pay that in full. Everything else should be a gift. We paid the cover charge of life, we were born."
Bill Hicks, February 1988
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to you honey.I hope things feel a little clearer soon.
I'm sending you my calming angels to make you beel brighter
Love and respect
Lisa
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*hugs*
sorry man, hope things get betterer.
Mo will understand - it was just a silly text. She'll see that
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hope things work out soon.... if things get really bad look at the sparklerpoi pics i sent you and think about how damn cold it was to look that cool!!!
messin over.. i really hope your ok... xxx
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