Shout it from the rooftops

Had my first burn on the weekend! the most awesome experience ever! cant wait to burn again

I won't know until it happens next week--actually it looks like I won't know at all. It appears the event has been updated as prohibiting poi, so I think I'm not really interested anymore.

Why do I not get a holiday this year? *sadness*

Redundancy and the dol are like a holiday...

Yeah, but most other subjects have at least some holiday.

After being jobless since the beginning of January... I HAVE A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!

It's about time, now maybe my roommate will get off my ass about me being broke.

That's a nice feeling to have, now it's just being patient and catching up on your old debts and past bills until finally reaching that point where the money you make is all yours to do what you want/need with. Good luck!

Remember people: "cool" is a mask to hide inner flaws. The more interesting and amazing a person attempts to portray himself (herself) it is more than likely to have deep personal problems that are glossed over and ignored in that endless drive to be awesome to strangers and acquaintances. But some people know, there are always those observant few who see the broader scope and have seen the ugliness so desperately disguised.

P.S. This brief rant is not directed at anybody here so don't read this and think it might be directed at you or anybody else present.

Holy sweet mother Jesus! She finally got a Facebook. I can't explain the feelings that were ridiculous and just grew even more. It was a feeling of shock and excitement. Especially the friend accepted right away. That's small, but for some reason it still shocked me. I'm shaking. Once again, literally the only thing I can think about is her and now I can actually communicate out of school. And I finally have pictures to look at that makes me feel a million times better. It's hard to explain what's going through my head right now, but I hope she sees my videos and talks to me. I don't want to start it with her at a time like this because then I'm afraid I would look like a creeper. I think I am worrying too much. I can't help it. I'm fighting with myself, I know it, and I can't stop it. An holy , these pictures. I may be atheist, but oh my lord in heaven, she even asks on her page for random people to hit her up. I feel very much rejuvenated, very overly happy, excited to hopefully hang out with her, perform for her definitely. And why did she happen to mention her having a new bikini, it made me melt picturing it. I think she may be going to Florida for Spring break. I don't know when to stop talking. I'm not sure if I want to go to sleep now, but I probably should soon. I can't wait to talk to her and I might just drop to my floor as a limp carcass of a man if she wants to hang out.

I think I should stop now before I loose track of time even more. I did get my staffs in the mail Thank you Chris for all the extra quicklinks, you said only 1, but I guess 4 extra works And I also enjoyed that little note you wrote. I'm very much enjoying the staffs, I can already do some crazy stuff with them, it's kind of easy coming from poi. I already have good bi-lateral coordination, and I can do a lot of the movements and do them relaxed and let them guide themselves though the plain which looks much nicer than when I started. I feel so excited, I don't know when to shut up still. I picked the greates time in the world to break up with Madisyn. Holy I'm hyper right now. I wish I had someone in person to ramble to right now. Agh, fine I'll stop myself now before it's too late.

I had me some ice cream last night. Mmmm. Was pretty good, but I didn't finish it.

There is nothing good about my Fridays :p~

I finally got to talk to her again Only a few times before have I talked to her, then came my girlfriend, dumped her, now I'm in a godly mood after talking to her (not my ex, that would bug me)

Can't sleep nor stop thinking... Gonna be a loooonnngggg night...

15 minutes early, but Happy Easter to anyone who celebrates it.

If not, happy chocolate day.

HAPPY CHOCOLATE DAY!

For everyone that celebrates Easter have a safe and commercial free holiday.

Ended up going to the rraa.... thing, anyway. Was pretty fun, though I ended up having a bit of a paranoid meltdown (without the aid of drugs, even!) and leaving earlier than I would have liked.

I just have to mention, somehow I never really believed the pacifier thing, and I'm a little startled that it's true...

So I may have the opportunity to perform along with the members of a burlesque/fire performers group in a couple of weeks. It will be my first public performance as well as being my first opportunity to be with fellow spinners. Really looking forward on both accounts!

Awesome! Hope it goes well!

Ah, I can't wait for my first public performance

Yah, and it's spreading - they do it in Sydney too.

I would find the stories about it being helpful for some of MDMA's side effects more plausible if there weren't also people in teddy bear outfits and My Little Pony tees.

Why do people wear the pacifiers? I never understood that at all.

MDMA makes you grit your teeth and want to chew things, so some people like the sensation of chewing on a pacifier.

Yeah but I've got some rather wannabe ravers at my school and they look ridiculous with their pacifiers in their mouths

Too right: I find the ridiculous aspect rather overwhelming, even more so when they carry over to the full baby bedtime theme.

btw, they aren't called pacifiers in Aus, they're known as dummies.

Really? I think they should be called Suckies. The name makes sense in more than one way

It's usually pacifiers or gum. Back when I was a raver (ok, I still kinda am), it was lolipops for me. I ALWAYS had one in my mouth.

Sword training is interesting. It involves more wrestling than I'd have thought

Look it's my binky holders!