Please help... i need advice so bad right now...

double 's for hp

shes getting pretty depressed, she keeps telling me im her everything and that she wants and needs me. I told her the same. I checked her myspace, it may be wrong, but i looked through her comments, MANY involved me. As i read each passage i was left in awe, I am almost positive she knows i love her, but she just doesnt comprehend to what level i will take my love. The only thing i will restrict to my capabilities list is sex and obsession. Id say im near the border line of obsession nah i just really worry for her, obviously im too young fo any physical contact pertaining to pleasure (trying to keep with the PG post ) For i am far too young. As for doing it later on in my life, id probably hesitate due to the fact i dont wish to transfer any STD's. Also, my mind just tells me im not ready for it, wont be for a while. Excuse if this post is a bit PG-13, just gotta state my mind on m aspects... She invited me to do something on the 26th to be with her. She told me she doesnt mind what it is we do. I told her that we should be alone, just the quality time i can spend with her. I really enjoy her... Her smile is so fricking beautiful... i also have new names for her!!! My sweet angel and My beautiful princess.. The only problem is, my mind tells me she is perfect - she is the one. but for some reason i wonder why she wants to be with me. Shes the one who asks me to go places, but hell, why does she care? im really worried, i always doubt the fact that i deserve her. I just think im not good enough for her, but no one will love her like i do...

Oh don't talk rubbish, of course you're good enough for her, every girl deserves to be adored the way you adore her. And every boy deserves to be adored the way she ovbiously adores you.

I've not commented before but I've been reading every word, and you are a totally sorted young man.

Keep this attitutde your whole life-promise me you will!

And good luck with your ladyfriend...she obviously loves you, trusts you and relys on you as you do her, and its just too lovely for words *snuffles into hanky in a soppy way*

lol, thanks. and yes, ill promise i live with this attitude thanks fox in docs, my mind just comes up with the silliest and dumbest of all things..

Everyone has doubts, it's all part of life (unfortunatly).
The key is to not let them fester and grow, otherwise you will destroy many good things as a result

And IcklePurkeGirl is actually very wise for her age (I know her in real life). So you must be doing something right to have her sniffling into a hanky

Alright, excuse my absense. My computer had a virus, i think it was a trojan >.< anyways, me and her are very smooth now. I always compliment her eyes i went fishing today. Just came back and i told her "the sun is making the ocean glisten, just like your beautiful eyes." she was very flattered she knows that i really cared for her. We even told eachother if we want a hug, hug eachother! (yes we said that ) im really psyched for monday, im going to be with her for four hours >.< i dont know what to do. Since im a guy who likes romance, we will be under the sunset im gonna hold her no matter what then. She also said she wants to do something to me. Hopefully its a kiss, because i will respond to it! Can someone give me some ideas/suggestions pertaining to what we should do? Im going to tell her how beautiful she is and how much i love her... god... her eyes are so gorgeous... really its like looking into the figure of a topaz illuminated by sun. i will be hers, forever and always...

Right rave ... I don't mean to cause any offence by any comments that I'm gonna make, so don't take them personally.

Firstly wait till the moments right, don't just say those three little words that you're long to say to her strait away. Those three words can bring a lot of joy, but they can also bring a lot of pain.

Also, make sure that you're certain that she feels the same. Because that could scare her otherwise.

Think that's bout all I've gota say at the mo.

*reads artindoril's post* well rave... at least you know there's one hopper out there that's not hanging off your ever word.

of course wait for the right moment as we've all told you a bazillion times... but you're not gonna scare anyone, we've already established she's head over heels for you.

But also, make sure you recognise that moment when it's there and go for it, don't be scared and hum and har over it, or you'll miss it...

and then we'll all have to wait *another* whole week for the resolution to the story and i think you've kept us in enough suspence as it is kiddo

holy... holy shirt... we went to the ice arena, her mom said the park is too hot and it would be too late... thank you my angels mom!!!! she saved me so much... let me tell you what happened

i go to the ice arena 30 minutes early, just so i can establish and understand this area. I just need to get a feel on where i could go and what i could do. Luckily!!! i was talking to the staff, they were wondering why i was loitering around the area, i must admit, i looked awful suspiscious Two members stopped me, a tall dark man, and a man a little taller than my height, a little bit surpassed it. They questioned me about what was my doing there and why i had no parental supervision. Thank god this story is so heart warming, i told them what im doing and what ive gone through. The two members returned a warm smirk and one put their hand on my shoulder and said "son, ill take care of this." sweet guy, huh? he gave me 2 free admissions and skate rentals.

Its about 45 minutes ive waited, shes almost 15 minutes late. A boquet of roses leans against the wall as a maroon car pulls through with a screech from its breaks. An angel frolics out of the car, slamming the door shut, thanking her mother, she is running to me. I couldnt bare to smile, she is so gorgeous. As she runs, she leaps for me. She just gave me the best hug ive ever had, she wore a sweater which made the moment nice and warm. I couldnt believe it, im hugging the girl i love! She was actually crying because she said she had missed me so much. My roses for her still leaned against the wall, shadowed perfectly like a sketch, half of the flowers were pummeled by a dark vermilion color. She gasps and asks if theyre for her. I respond with a yes and she jumps in glee and hugs me again!! we walk inside, there lies the staff members. One in which i had spoken to, he winked and gave me a thumbs up and opened the door.

My angel and I walk to the skate rental, we begin small talking about how much we had missed eachother. Her eyes were very delicut from the coolness in the air. The ice was frosting at the sides and begining to get very slick. We put on our skates and start having our fun. This is my first time skating, within the first hour i was skating faster than her after the next hour, worn out, we go to the arcade.

Hey, do you guys know those little crappy crane games where they rig it so you never receive nothing but failure and annoyance? Yeah, on 6 trys, i got her 2 bears! They were so cute and soft. She kissed one and gave it to me. I hold it every night After we had won alot of tickets she sits on a 2 person bench. Her head tilted as if she were to say "come, sit next to me." Warmed by her invintavion, i sit next to her. She leans on me, snuggled and buried in my chest holding my arm. She says "is this the right moment to tell you that i love you?" I was flabbergasted! SHE SAID SHE LOVES ME!!! As i hear her, i hold her tighter and look into her eyes for about 4 seconds - i said "i love you so much" and she starts to cry and hold me.

We just had admit that we love eachother, so atleast the first brick is off the wall! we go back to ice skating, bla bla blaaaa... you guys dont care about that part so we got back on foot. 4 hours passed in all. I held her hand, warming it from the cool air "you want to go outside, its warmer there." We head on outside, the staff member smacks my shoulder lightly as if saying "im proud of you, boy." Were outside.. On the benches. She snuggles into me. Im still stunned!!! shes so cute and cuddly!! so i have to hold her in my arms, shes holding me, im holding her... She takes me to this sanctuary, which in my mind convinces that its the perfect place, I belong in her arms, I am the guy who loves her like no one else does. She starts to cry, from this point ive gotten teary!

We hold eachother tighter, im rubbing her softly (not pornagraphically, RAVEHEAD! ) We've held eachother for about 50 minutes in total. My sister parks the car in the far parking lot so she wont embarass the moment. I get up, still holding her. I lean back and tell her i love her with all my heart.. Shes getting closer, i dont understand what shes doing, shes pulling my waist tighter towards her and i get confused. She has her arms around my neck and i have mine on her hips. Shes smiling and again, pulling tighter. I know what she wants, its what i want. I slowly lean foward, i hold her tighter. This is it, im breathing her air, im two inches away from her lips. My eyes changed color (she told me they had changed. Oh yeah, and when my eyes change color, from green to grey, it means im nervous) im rubbing her, shes pulling. I go for it. I kiss her. My lips connected to hers, her lip gloss shined our moment. Sparks flew, Angels sung a beautiful symphony for our love. Our lips are connected for 4 seconds. We are together. I lean back, im still holding her and smile at her. "i love you my angel..." and i walk off, sliding my hand from her arm as i fade off to the car.

She screams as i close the door "Jonathan! i love you!" and i shut the door with a huge grin..

We are officially together, she loves me, i love her. This is how i told her goodnight! she speaks french, and i speak very very little, so heres what i told her for goodnight *she doesnt know i speak french at all**

Ma princesse douce, je vous manque terriblement.. je vous ai envie de et vous manque.. J'espère que je puisse vous tenir encore. Vous me faites me sentir si la droite. Vos yeux luisent comme les étoiles, et votre coeur comme chauffe comme le soleil. Les rêves doux ma beauté, mon sommeil avec les anges.. je vous aime avec tout mon coeur, et je ferai à jamais, youre mon étoile douce, luisant pour moi.. je vous aime mon ange...

for those of you who cant speak french, i will say it in english..

My sweet princess, i miss you terribly.. i crave you and miss you.. I hope that i will be able to hold you again. You make me feel so right. Your eyes glow like the stars, and your heart as warm as the sun. Sweet dreams my beauty, sleep with the angels.. i love you with all my heart, and i forever will, youre my sweet star, glowing for me.. i love you my angel...

thank you all... this is my story... this is my happy ending, love to all who helped me..

YAY! *falls over in a satisfied heap*

woo hoo! *sits here with a tear in his eye, and the hugest smile*
nice one rave!

ooh, maybe forget that beer one seeing as you're only 13!

I'm glad things have worked out for ya, just got to hope that things work out between me and the girl (i say girl she is 20) im currently falling for!! damm falling for people just before they go home for the summer!! but at least we both know we like each other!! but if things go well she will be my first real girlfriend!!

this happened on the 26th.. here i am, 4:29 in the morning - cant sleep, just thinking of her. Wondering why she loves me. I love her with all my heart and soul... she is so beautiful, i will do anything to hold her in my arms once more...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwww!

Alright!!! So glad it all worked out for you!

*contented sigh* I love a happy ending

God bless america... when i get a car, when i get older. Im going to pick her up at one in the morning in a convertable as we drive off to the ocean bay under a star-filled night sky. Yes this is all i think about, and yes, i am pathetic..

America doesn't have stars. You need outback australia for those.

So bright that without a moon you can still see fine...

and i thought there weren't any good guys

well there is some out there, and i put my hand up and say "im one of em", but you have to look hard as they are all taken like me, well almost im as good as taken!

This makes me feel all... furry inside...

And makes me very, very sad, because the boy who loves me is on the other side of the world.

*sigh*

sorry to hear that, but when he comes back, give him the biggest hug and make sure he knows you love him

aww now i'm all teary... well i was anyways, but even if i wasn't that still would've made me cry. you kids are so sweet i'm so happy for you...

*looks at MiG* way to kill the romance... as usual...

Aww.. I'm actually in tears at my desk at work...



Hooray for love! When you find it, make the most of the occasion.. That's all I have to say..

*grin*

Thanks RaveRepresent, I'm sure I will.

You have the loveliest story I think I've ever read! ... but you probably know that...

thankyou so much for this story, its the nicest thing ive ever read, you are very sweet.if you werent so sweet id be jealous of you but i cant possibly be im only happy.

XD this is getting out of hand! thank you for all your adorable comments

*turns to fox in docs and agrees on the MiG statement*

Loey, i plan on grasping this love, putting it in a little container, and it will be locked in my heart for her, forever!

Nove, thank you so much, shes the best thing that has ever happened to me. I believe that this is my greatest story to tell, and that i will tell everyone of my fairy tale, which as usual, resulted in a happy ending.

Kupsch, i had posted on your thread. No worries, love is something that is looking for you, its not something you should look for. I really wish you luck on this adventure, it is a ride you will never forget! And your welcome for this story.

You all have been so welcoming and warming to me, i must thank you and i am urged to hope you all for the greatest of love!!!

Each hour with her passes by, we exchange our day, how we are, and what we are doing. As the day progresses further, we usually just say "i love you so much" or "i love you more" and it results in me/her saying that we want to hold eachother. Has anyone ever got this feeling where you lay your eyes upon the person you love, and you just pause. You see a clock ticking, but you could swear on your life that time has stopped, if not, moving in a slow effect. That the world is complete, and when you see that person, you want to hold them forever and never let go. Yet you come to think that one day, one horrid and evil day, she is taken from you. Which only makes you hold that person longer.. Have you ever felt the need to hold the person you love forever?

I'll have to put my hand up for that "the good ones" comment also. Well thats what i tell everyone. Have to ask the better half what she thinks, pretty sure she'll agree with me!!!
Congratulations Rave by the way. So are we going to hear anymore to this little love story or is this the happy ending and the rest goes down in history!!!!!

Oh it shall continue! each morning i wake up and give her a love poem from her site! I never want her to doubt how much i love her, so ive sent these to her. One each morning.
For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.

For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.

For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.

and...

Because of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.

alsooo...

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

i hope she knows that i do love her and will love her forever. Ive even told her that i will love her forever. She smiles and holds me and says ill love you forever too... Each day this story progresses, til one day, i hope to make this story a written story but thats for later

omg, omg omg omg omg - what a lovely tale of romance, bravery, hope and love!