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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:if your feeling lo or just want to rant about something then feel free





lastnight (saturday1st).........i broke down.......i mean, i cryed!!!!



i dunno why i'm posting this.......but i pysicly broke down in tears,



alot of things got on top of me lastnight, and as i called a friend to say i was not in a good situation and asked if i could come round because i had nowhere to go i just started crying uncontrolably....... i'm still pretty weepy now but my friend took me in....gave me coffee and listened to me, which if she reads this i'm very gratefull for.



awwwwwwww hell, i'm crying agian

ubbcrying ubbcrying ubbcrying



im gonna sign off now and get in my bed n cry

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Kyrian


Dreamer
Location: York, England

Total posts: 4308
Posted:ubbcrying

I just don't understand the world sometimes... I feel like I'm insane. And everything I ask must be too much. There's no way to understadn whats right and whats not and its so confusing....

why do I always get yelled at? I'm sure there's something I'm missing but it never makes any sense... I don't understand... My friends tell me I'm strong but s.o's think i'm horrible, my family is worse... I don't know. And the one who wasn't insane... it wasn't ok for me to be weak sometimes. And when people are so strong... is it ok to be weak sometimes?

Oh god I don't understand....


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Fine_Rabid_Dog


Internet Hate Machine
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Total posts: 10530
Posted:hug smile

The existance of flamethrowers says that someone, somewhere, at sometime said "I need to set that thing on fire, but it's too far away."

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Lost83spy
BRONZE Member since Sep 2005

Lost83spy

Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South...

Total posts: 587
Posted:hug for Kyrian

I also dont understand the world... but then again nobody understands me

ravehead, I'm worried. You ok? hug


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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:i'm ok hug


was just really lo the other day


thanx for the concern thoughubbrollsmile


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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:<bumpage> surely some of you out there need huggagehug

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Asena
GOLD Member since Aug 2005

Asena

What a Bummer
Location: Shatfield, Hertfordshire, Unit...

Total posts: 3224
Posted:Huggage is always good dude, thankies... Back at ya, cheer up! hug

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Kyrian


Dreamer
Location: York, England

Total posts: 4308
Posted:hug

i'm happy, if fretting, but hugs are |ALWAYS wonderful ubblove hug


Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive

Shalom VeAhavah

New Hampshire has a point....

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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:yes indeedy dooo hugs are wonderfull to the max (no not you yoni) huggrouphug

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Kyrian


Dreamer
Location: York, England

Total posts: 4308
Posted:bad idea, posting that i'm fine...

I HATE myself. i'm sooo upset at me. mostly for not being able to talk about whats wrong. i SUCK. goddamit... i can't even cry. i can't anything. i haev to pretend to be brave and i'm not and i can't talk and its 230 and i [censored] hate myself and agh.... ubbcrying


Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive

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New Hampshire has a point....

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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:i really need a cuddle, i feel so lo right now, and i'm pushing everyone away thats trying to help. whats worse is i realise i'm doing it and that i would hate to be alone right now, saying that though i am.........except for chatting to people on msn.

i don't know what sets me off on my road to depression just that it feels horrible, i feel empty and alone, i have no one i can turn to and ask for a real cuddle.

ok on the surface i may seem cheeky and a laugh but on the inside is a hollow shell, a front to compensate for whatr i lack in this life.......company


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Skulduggery
GOLD Member since Aug 2004

Skulduggery

Pirate Pixie Crew Captain
Location: Wales

Total posts: 8428
Posted:hug2

Sweetheart you are not alone. You have us, and although most of the time we are only here for you on-line, we are real and can come and give you hugs in the real world too. It just takes a little longer to do and a bit more effort.

Try not to shut yourself up alone in the house with just the computer for company. Make the effort to go out and meet people. I know its hard at first but once you start making yourself do it, it will become easier to do each time.

Do you know why you feel so down or is it something that has just crept up on you?

hug


Feed me Chocolate!!! Feed me NOW!

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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:hug thank you skully, last night was not good for me. i don't know what set me off but even doing some fire poi didn't help lift my mood.



today has been better....a little.



i met up with some friends and they got me absolutley trolliedubblol



it's been ages sincee i last saw them so it was a nice treat for me, i'm not always a manic depressive but lastnigtt i really did need some one to comfort me


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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:ok...........so i still don't feel all that good in myself. i don't know whats up with me but what i do know is i'm not myself.

i don't want to harp on about feeling depressed but people around me are noticing i'm not quite there.

this is just a warning i suppose.......if i do seem off-ish and snappy i really don't mean to offend any one


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Psycho_lemming
SILVER Member since Jul 2004

Psycho_lemming

Running hippy spinning lemming
Location: Scotland

Total posts: 15
Posted:hug hug hug
my inbox is open if you wanna rant
take care of yourself...
hug


Fear leads to anger; anger leads to hate; hate leads to suffering...

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Rouge Dragon
BRONZE Member since Jul 2003

Rouge Dragon

Insert Champagne Here
Location: without class distinction, Aus...

Total posts: 13215
Posted:I'm sitting here with a civillian. whos is every bit as nutty and moronic as us. maybe she should join. all those in favour of another cute staff spinner? (sorry boys, she's taken)

i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey

Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...

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Kyrian


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Location: York, England

Total posts: 4308
Posted:i am!

i'm also in favour of getting some hugs... oh god i feel out of my element right now....


Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive

Shalom VeAhavah

New Hampshire has a point....

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Rouge Dragon
BRONZE Member since Jul 2003

Rouge Dragon

Insert Champagne Here
Location: without class distinction, Aus...

Total posts: 13215
Posted:hugs? ok! i can do that!!!

hug hug2

and how about one of these for good measure? kiss


i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey

Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...

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Kyrian


Dreamer
Location: York, England

Total posts: 4308
Posted:yay hugs!! biggrin

hug

I'm feeling a bit better now.. .more and less confused, both, but generallly happy (I had a good ride yesterday! biggrin smile ubblove)


Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive

Shalom VeAhavah

New Hampshire has a point....

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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:spank don't be rude Kyrian
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Kyrian


Dreamer
Location: York, England

Total posts: 4308
Posted:i wasn't!

*sighs*

you'd think after having done equestrian stuff all my life i'd have cottoned onto the idea that i can't just say that- but it just doesn't mean that to me!

oh and a had a great time out last night as well. being single is easier and more fun here in britain! and for whatever reason, despite people being more repressed, they're .. hmm.. because of probably... they're really flirty and fun when drunk. and anyway it was just good smile


Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive

Shalom VeAhavah

New Hampshire has a point....

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squarexbear
SILVER Member since Apr 2005

squarexbear

....of doom!
Location: Hastings, UK

Total posts: 585
Posted:hmmph

its a friends birthday on saturday. ok, so he's more of a friend of my boyfriend but i've known him for a while myself and we've always got along pretty well. we were meant to be going over to eastbourne to go out with him and some of the other kids. i've been really looking forward to it because last time we went out together here it was bloody brilliant.

anyway, i've turned down a shift behind the bar at the local club (which could have led to a new job), bought new clothes that i couldnt afford etc etc...only to get a text from my boyfriend this afternoon. 'apparently its boys only on saturday'. sorry what?

i'm so sick of the way my 'friends' have been treating me recently (rudely) and now i don't have the right [censored] chromosome to enjoy a night out!
bastards.
admittedly my very lovely boyfriend isnt going either because he is nice and stuff. also he thinks its silly.

hug me *cries*


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Kyrian


Dreamer
Location: York, England

Total posts: 4308
Posted:hug

oddly enough i do actually understand why they would say that possibly. some guys are really uncomfortable around girls, like they want to be rude idiots and stuff and they don't feel they can around people who are actually "decent" and "ccool".. they prolly just wanted to be able to be icky and mean and stuff without worrying.

bt its still super-shite when that happens!


Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive

Shalom VeAhavah

New Hampshire has a point....

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Psycho_lemming
SILVER Member since Jul 2004

Psycho_lemming

Running hippy spinning lemming
Location: Scotland

Total posts: 15
Posted:please... without explaination... just please

Fear leads to anger; anger leads to hate; hate leads to suffering...

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Asena
GOLD Member since Aug 2005

Asena

What a Bummer
Location: Shatfield, Hertfordshire, Unit...

Total posts: 3224
Posted:Written by: Kyrian

hug

oddly enough i do actually understand why they would say that possibly. some guys are really uncomfortable around girls, like they want to be rude idiots and stuff and they don't feel they can around people who are actually "decent" and "ccool".. they prolly just wanted to be able to be icky and mean and stuff without worrying.

bt its still super-shite when that happens!



NOT all guys are like that.... not in my experience anyway! lol


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alien_oddity


alien_oddity

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Posted:i think i feel really s*hitty now......i dunno...........i'm not exactly sure what i feel. i feel dispondant i aint got a job, i feell i'm left out in some way, i feel like poo to tell the truth but i don't feel down...........why is this??


maybe because i have been lower than i am now......i've had worse??

who knows???...... i know people don't really care but when they do i distance myself from them. i dont want to hurt them but i dont want them close enough so i can hurt them.






do i sound mixed up or what!!!!!!!


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Lost83spy
BRONZE Member since Sep 2005

Lost83spy

Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South...

Total posts: 587
Posted:Nah, you just dont wanna hurt anyone and thats fine.

Dont distance yourself too much from everyone though. Your friends are there to help you, and believe it or not, you need them.

I'm your friend hug


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Fire Bunny
SILVER Member since Nov 2003

Fire Bunny

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Location: Now in the land of Oz, Austral...

Total posts: 1260
Posted:i will be if you let me smile i teld to pop in every now and then and no one really nos me on hop but PM me if you want to smile


:hugs:


What if we think the jokes on them,
But really - the jokes on us....

and also... i wuv Rougie *snuz*

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Lost83spy
BRONZE Member since Sep 2005

Lost83spy

Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South...

Total posts: 587
Posted:Hey Fire Bunny! You seem like a nice person so I think it wont be too hard to make friends here on HoP.

Feel free to chat anytime smile


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Kyrian


Dreamer
Location: York, England

Total posts: 4308
Posted:hug

Yeah, I can't get a job right now or I lose health insurance. Since I have multiple reasons to want it, I've got another month or so to wait....

eh... life's confusing! hug


Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive

Shalom VeAhavah

New Hampshire has a point....

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Rouge Dragon
BRONZE Member since Jul 2003

Rouge Dragon

Insert Champagne Here
Location: without class distinction, Aus...

Total posts: 13215
Posted:you cant get a job or you lose health insurance??? i so dont get that!!

i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey

Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...

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