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pozee
BRONZE Member since Jul 2001

old hand
Location: san diego, USA

Total posts: 886
Posted:not sure if i like this depression thing. i have nothing to be depressed about, but for some reason i am. The one thing that i was about to get happy abotu was squashed when i found out my wicks were soaked to the metal from being out in the rain.

where does this feeling of being depressed come from. is it something i ate? its strange but there is nothing else it could be, just depressed for no apparent reason. I just feel so, bored with life.

i think i need a new challenge. something to keep my ever moving mind busy.

i cant imagine how it must feel to be clinically depressed all the time. not trying to be mean or anything, i just think it must be extremely hard and unforgiving.

i think i should go and get smothered by my friends. maybe a book or a good game of chess to occupy my mind.

sorry abotu the random rant. just wanted to get it off my chest so that i could move on and have some fun like i am used to.

of you read this could you just do me one favor...

smile


anyone got a light?

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Cantus
SILVER Member since Jul 2001

Cantus

Tantamount to fatuity
Location: Down the road, United Kingdom

Total posts: 15965
Posted:I always smile when i read your posts Pozee.

It's always great to see you on here.

Sorry you're feeling blue.

You can borrow my submarine to go joy riding in if you like.

The keys are in my intro thread.


"I'll carry this....It's harder to spill a hat" - Chellybean
"...like a rabbit caught in a lighthouse?" - Chellybean

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Flynt
SILVER Member since May 2002

Flynt

Intrepid Penguin
Location: , Australia

Total posts: 5635
Posted:BIG HUGE *hugz*!!!!!

chin up pozee! have you read the thread on SAD/Seasonal Affectation Disorder???

sounds like you maybe have a case of the winter blues. There are some good hints on that thread about keeping yourself happy through winter... I'll bump it for you!

In the meanwhiles, lots of fluffy thoughts headed your way, pm me if you ever want to talk or just share jokes, or anything `
xoxoxxoxoxoxoxox


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pozee
BRONZE Member since Jul 2001

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Location: san diego, USA

Total posts: 886
Posted:haha!!

leave it to you to make me crack up when i am supposed to be unhappy. i am feeling a bit better already. jsut needed to say what was on my mind.

now where is that flash and her trusty steed...


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Malcolm
SAPPHIRE Member since Nov 2003

Malcolm

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Location: New Zealand

Total posts: 1029
Posted:happy again

May your balls always burn

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flash fire
BRONZE Member since Jan 2001

flash fire

Sporadically Prodigal
Location: Sydney, NSW, Australia

Total posts: 2758
Posted:poz - I can relate



I get depressed for no real reasons now and then; well, no reason to start with but once I get thinking I can find a million reasons to be unhappy.

I think it's all just cycles, you know? Have to be down to appreciate the highs a bit more. Besides, I find sadness/depression very cathartic; usually have a few epiphanies, find some new motivations and on I go.

Getting smothered by friends is probably a great idea. When I get depressed (which is happening a lot this year) I tend to go into hiding, which may be a bad idea. But the last thing I want to do is feel obliged to fulfil my duty as the life of the party when I feel like shit.

anyway, I'd smother you if we lived near.

flash


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pozee
BRONZE Member since Jul 2001

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Location: san diego, USA

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Posted:jeez, i did not have to go too far to get smothered by my friends. i was just reading throught sme posts and am already cracking up. it has been a while since i have been on here. thanks all. you people are great...

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flash fire
BRONZE Member since Jan 2001

flash fire

Sporadically Prodigal
Location: Sydney, NSW, Australia

Total posts: 2758
Posted:*gallops in on trusty steed and tosses jousting stick to her stable boy*

What's this?? What's this? Depression? pffft! I shall defy thee, Sir Depression! Thou shalt not have thy way with the gallant Lord Pozee!

*dismounts from warhorse, kicks Depression in the balls and slashes "FF" with her short sword into his silk finery*

*mounts steed in one very flashy move, picks up Lord Pozee with one strong hand and places him infront of her in her saddle. She then slaps the rump of her horse, making it fart. She lights this fart, singeing what little dignaty Sir Depression had left*

[ 11. November 2002, 16:01: Message edited by: flash fire ]


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pozee
BRONZE Member since Jul 2001

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Location: san diego, USA

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Posted:okay so now i have a decision to make. bottle of wine and a movie, or bottles of beer and billiards. hmm, tough choice...

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pozee
BRONZE Member since Jul 2001

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Location: san diego, USA

Total posts: 886
Posted:stop it, your making me cry. with laughter...

anyone got a light?

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flash fire
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flash fire

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Posted:*sees Pozees tears and assumes it's just from the breeze. They travel extremely fast on the glossy steed and arrive at the smothering/movie/wine parlour*

I believe this is your stop, my Lord....


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Cantus
SILVER Member since Jul 2001

Cantus

Tantamount to fatuity
Location: Down the road, United Kingdom

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Posted:"cathartic"? "epiphanies"?

Methinks that Mistress Flash has been using that Word a Day toilet paper again.


"I'll carry this....It's harder to spill a hat" - Chellybean
"...like a rabbit caught in a lighthouse?" - Chellybean

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pozee
BRONZE Member since Jul 2001

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Location: san diego, USA

Total posts: 886
Posted:word a day TP. hahahaha!!! alright this is my stop for wine and movies. maybe ill say hello agaoin later tonight when i am tipsy. thanks again you beautiful bunch of people. cheers...

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Flynt
SILVER Member since May 2002

Flynt

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Location: , Australia

Total posts: 5635
Posted:hey! dont knock word a day toilet paper!!

who is it that has their sig as "move your mind, your ass will follow..."?

ey
what was my point again?


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Jade Lynx


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Posted:And heck, Poz, better to bummed over nuthin' than have something to be bummed over...

(which i do. I hereby declare this the piss and moan bummed out, then cheered up thread).

I'm unemployed. I have no money. I have many bills. I have very little prospect for a job just now, which is extra frustrating because i'm damn good at what i do. I have no husband (bad short story, just to mention that this was not my choice), no boyfriend, no date, no sex, no nuthin'. I can't even bring myself to just go pick up some guy and get laid to blow off some steam because i'm picky. (But easy! Once i know i like a guy, it doesn't take much ) The guys who want to have sex with me are not interesting. The guys who are interesting don't want to have sex with me. Piss moan bitch grumble complain whine whine waah waah waah...

Okay, all done... =^/


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Jade Lynx


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Posted:But i'm glad you're feeling more cheered, Pozee. I almost forgot to mention that part. I hate to think of you bummed out, you are such a sweetie...

We got the MikeZ in the house, woot!Glue the ham, hat baby!

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Flynt
SILVER Member since May 2002

Flynt

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Location: , Australia

Total posts: 5635
Posted:Soooooo what you are really saying is, you'd like us to send you some Word of the Day TP too??
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*hugz* Jade Lynx, theres many many reasons to be happy out there! I'm sure if you wait long enough, flash fire will come past on her Valient Steed...

(hey flash, do we have somewhere that we are storing all these people you are rescueing? should we put them in Cassandra's HoPpers in Glass Jars Collection?)


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Jade Lynx


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Posted:See? Pozee's right.
You post here about being bummed, someone says something really goofy, you start giggling, you start feeling better...

for Flynt


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Kali
BRONZE Member since Apr 2002

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Location: Berlin, Germany

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Posted:Sorry you were down, Pozee and glad your feeling better.

I was reading an article on positive psychology, which is dedicated to focusing on ways to encourage happiness in your life. It said that the five things that help with happiness are contentment, change, perspective, spirituality, and one I seem to have forgotten

Anyways, just something to keep in mind if your ever feeling down again.


Beauty is the conscious sum of all our perversions.-Salvador DaliHope without action is hopeless.

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Flynt
SILVER Member since May 2002

Flynt

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Location: , Australia

Total posts: 5635
Posted:well, its either that, or sing the rubber ducky to yourself in spanish...

(this post would have been alot more funny, if the babel fish site i knew was working and i could actually cut and paste the words to rubber ducky in spanish here....) `


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pozee
BRONZE Member since Jul 2001

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Location: san diego, USA

Total posts: 886
Posted:drunk stupid and happy...

thank you all. hey jade, is it not funyy how quickly these people can make you laugh? can i come skiing out there someime? i cant wait to go next week, but i have never been skiing in colorado...


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_Stix_

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Location: la-la land

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Posted:Hey guys just reading this has made me smile from ear to ear..

Good things always come from bad.. Poz you were sad and now your not - I was thinking oh sh*te it's monday morning again.. but Now I', smiling and the sun is shining (ok it's shining directly on my screen and I can't do any work..)

The sun is shining and all is well...

Please paste the words to Rubber Duckie in Spanish - I'm sure that it's a vital piece in life information that we must all have.


I honour you as an aspect of myself..

You are never to old to storm a bouncey castle..

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Cassandra


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Location: Back in Paris... for now !

Total posts: 4224
Posted:HUGZ AND LOVE (soon to be delivered for real )
get back into your thongs and look for a camel and everything will be all right

much love and respect
SHine on
cass


"I want brown bread... no, that is diesel oil..."
"So I was raised in Europe, where History comes from ..."
"NON !!! La Plume de mon oncle n est pas Bingibangibungi !!!"

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Cantus
SILVER Member since Jul 2001

Cantus

Tantamount to fatuity
Location: Down the road, United Kingdom

Total posts: 15965
Posted:The sub keys are still in my intro. And for some reason Arashi is dressed as Eeyore. . . .

Pozee's last post is funny if you read it in a slurred voice.

Tehehe.


"I'll carry this....It's harder to spill a hat" - Chellybean
"...like a rabbit caught in a lighthouse?" - Chellybean

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Cantus
SILVER Member since Jul 2001

Cantus

Tantamount to fatuity
Location: Down the road, United Kingdom

Total posts: 15965
Posted:Ooh it's camels again is it? That's been a while.

"I'll carry this....It's harder to spill a hat" - Chellybean
"...like a rabbit caught in a lighthouse?" - Chellybean

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dulce flames


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Location: Oceanside, California USA

Total posts: 234
Posted:ducky de goma usted es el. Usted hace porciones del bathtime de la diversin. Ducky de goma estoy terriblemente encariado con usted.

lol ajajajajajaaa

Thank you for the suggestion. babel fish translations are a riot by themselves... Now I am going to have to come up with a translation for myself and sing it to Pozee (I'll open my window and maybe you'll hear a bit of it???)

patito de hule, eres unico..
haces que mis baos sean muy divertidos.
Patito de hule, tu me caes bien a mi...

call me pozee!!
kelly

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dulce flames


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Location: Oceanside, California USA

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Posted:beautiful idea flynt!

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Flynt
SILVER Member since May 2002

Flynt

Intrepid Penguin
Location: , Australia

Total posts: 5635
Posted:ohhhhhh cracks me up
i FINALLY found a babel site that was working (for some reason alta vista didnt want to know me ` )

and was mucking around sending letters to friends, signed it Hugs and Kisses xoxoxxo Flynt....

turns out, if you translate it into french, and then back again, it reads xoxxoxo Flynt of the pressure and kisses.
!!!!!!!

that one is going to last me all afternoon now.....


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Doc Lightning
GOLD Member since May 2001

Doc Lightning

HOP Mad Doctor
Location: San Francisco, CA, USA

Total posts: 13920
Posted:Pozee. I suggest taking a dip in the Pacific stark naked.

At the very least, you won't be thinking about how depressed you are! (Instead, your thoughts will be occupied with how you're going to extract your testicles from your body cavity! )

(My my, where DO I come up with these ideas... *points at head* it's not pretty up there)


-Mike )'(
Certified Mad Doctor and HoP High Priest of Nutella

"A buckuht 'n a hooze!" -Valura

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Raymund Phule (Fireproof)

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Location: San Diego California

Total posts: 2905
Posted:Is it too late to suggest... GO OUT YOUR FRONT DOOR AND RIDE SOME WAVES!!!! hehe man you may not have a big place but damn if it aint cool, go out and enjoy yourself. Hehe

Hey man I'll toss one back for you tonight man, dude Korea is so cool, other than the cold I am lovin it. Man I wish you coulda gotten out of the box and seen a bit of the world while you were in bud. Man I got 2 years under my belt and will be putting a star on my chest in a month, while you didnt get out... damn I wish I hadnt thought of that, now I am a bit depressed for ya.

Any hoo, I am glad your feeling better dont let me get you down... tell you what, since I dont know how to surf, you go surf for me and since drinking and surfing shouldnt mix, I'll drink for you... hows that sound?


Some Jarhead last night: "this dumb a$$ thinks hes fireproof"

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gekko


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Posted:its what goes up must come down. If you feel gooder than good for a bit chances are you might feel less than good later on. Eat avocadoes, mandarines or oj, dwink wots of wawta.
exercise helps. 'the drugs make ya worse'


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