Posted:not sure if i like this depression thing. i have nothing to be depressed about, but for some reason i am. The one thing that i was about to get happy abotu was squashed when i found out my wicks were soaked to the metal from being out in the rain.
where does this feeling of being depressed come from. is it something i ate? its strange but there is nothing else it could be, just depressed for no apparent reason. I just feel so, bored with life.
i think i need a new challenge. something to keep my ever moving mind busy.
i cant imagine how it must feel to be clinically depressed all the time. not trying to be mean or anything, i just think it must be extremely hard and unforgiving.
i think i should go and get smothered by my friends. maybe a book or a good game of chess to occupy my mind.
sorry abotu the random rant. just wanted to get it off my chest so that i could move on and have some fun like i am used to.
of you read this could you just do me one favor...