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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
I would go through with it... Just to get these thoughts out of my mind so that I can move on with my life. The messed up emotion that is Love.... ah what a killer it is ...
I would go through with it... Just to get these thoughts out of my mind so that I can move on with my life. The messed up emotion that is Love.... ah what a killer it is ...
::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Posted:
Aww, yep, that one f*cks everyone, am afraid...
I send optimistic thoughts that you will, eventually, get through it
Aww, yep, that one f*cks everyone, am afraid...
I send optimistic thoughts that you will, eventually, get through it
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lurker
194 posts
Location: Brooklyn, NY, USA
lurker
194 posts
Location: Brooklyn, NY, USA
Posted:
Did you see "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"?
Did you see "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"?
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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
yes i did.. i would go through that without thinking twice.....
yes i did.. i would go through that without thinking twice.....
::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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HoP Star Wars Aficionado
183 posts
Location: Las Vegas, NV, USA
HoP Star Wars Aficionado
183 posts
Location: Las Vegas, NV, USA
Posted:
Damned evil emotion... destroys lives it does. *grumbles*
Damned evil emotion... destroys lives it does. *grumbles*
~Love is a snowmobile racing across the tundra and then suddenly it flips over, pinning you underneath. At night, the ice weasels come.
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sleeping with angels
508 posts
Location: anaheim CA usa
sleeping with angels
508 posts
Location: anaheim CA usa
Posted:
they are evil but without them live is empty
they are evil but without them live is empty
SLEEP WITH ANGELS muckieha
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HoP Star Wars Aficionado
183 posts
Location: Las Vegas, NV, USA
HoP Star Wars Aficionado
183 posts
Location: Las Vegas, NV, USA
Posted:
Rather be empty than feel so sick that I want to throw up for months at a time.
Rather be empty than feel so sick that I want to throw up for months at a time.
~Love is a snowmobile racing across the tundra and then suddenly it flips over, pinning you underneath. At night, the ice weasels come.
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Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Posted:
Maybe, but when you're in the middle of getting your insides scooped out with a spoon (at least, that's how I think it feels), you tend to feel that an empty life would be almost better
Maybe, but when you're in the middle of getting your insides scooped out with a spoon (at least, that's how I think it feels), you tend to feel that an empty life would be almost better
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still can't believe it's not butter
6,978 posts
Location: Melbourne, Australia
still can't believe it's not butter
6,978 posts
Location: Melbourne, Australia
Posted:
much of the beauty i have in my life was bought about experiencing the sometimes lack of it.
i need my scars.
much of the beauty i have in my life was bought about experiencing the sometimes lack of it.
i need my scars.
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Flying high!
245 posts
Location: At the beach.
245 posts
Location: At the beach.
Posted:
'It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.'
Who thought that one up. What a load of bollox, It doesn't make you feel any better.
EDITED_BY: kiteman (1089240402)
'It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.'
Who thought that one up. What a load of bollox, It doesn't make you feel any better.
EDITED_BY: kiteman (1089240402)
If everything seems under control, your not going fast enough!
It's not the size of the wave, it's the length of the ride!
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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
Love is the greatest and worst thing that life has to offer you
Love is the greatest and worst thing that life has to offer you
::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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still can't believe it's not butter
6,978 posts
Location: Melbourne, Australia
still can't believe it's not butter
6,978 posts
Location: Melbourne, Australia
Posted:
vegemite is the greatest and worst yeast spread depending on what time of the day it is.
vegemite is the greatest and worst yeast spread depending on what time of the day it is.
Laugh Often, Smile Much, Post lolcats Always
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Self-Flagellation Expert
3,414 posts
Location: Bogged at CG, Australia
Self-Flagellation Expert
3,414 posts
Location: Bogged at CG, Australia
Posted:
cry not because its over. smile instead, because it happened...
or something.
anyway, i reckon its one of those things that needs to have both sides of the coin. the joy of being in love would pale and become worthless were it not for the pain caused by the emptiness of losing love. Its like having lots of money.sorta. if you have lots of money, and things cost money, then you get the full appreciation of what you have, while having lots of money, with everything being free, the money would become pointless.
cry not because its over. smile instead, because it happened...
or something.
anyway, i reckon its one of those things that needs to have both sides of the coin. the joy of being in love would pale and become worthless were it not for the pain caused by the emptiness of losing love. Its like having lots of money.sorta. if you have lots of money, and things cost money, then you get the full appreciation of what you have, while having lots of money, with everything being free, the money would become pointless.
"beg beg grovel beg grovel"
"master"
--FSA
"There was an arse there, i couldn't help myself"
--Rougie
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old hand
1,107 posts
Location: In a test pit, Mackay, Australia
old hand
1,107 posts
Location: In a test pit, Mackay, Australia
Posted:
Though you can't get rid of memories you can take their power from them; Picture it as a movie, turn it primary colours, upside down, whatever, it seems no longer real, do it enough times and it really does help.
the other way is to figure "In a hundred years who's going to care?"
Though you can't get rid of memories you can take their power from them; Picture it as a movie, turn it primary colours, upside down, whatever, it seems no longer real, do it enough times and it really does help.
the other way is to figure "In a hundred years who's going to care?"
There is a slight possibility that I am not actually right all of the time.
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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
ah but the pain still lingers...
ah but the pain still lingers...
::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Posted:
True, you will feel the pain of this for the rest of your life, but it will eventually become bearable. And as unlikely as this sounds to you right now, you will eventually be happy again. It'll take a long time... but someday you will realise that you're happy and not sad anymore... focus on that day, because it will feel like the world has lifted from your shoulders.
Take care chica xo
True, you will feel the pain of this for the rest of your life, but it will eventually become bearable. And as unlikely as this sounds to you right now, you will eventually be happy again. It'll take a long time... but someday you will realise that you're happy and not sad anymore... focus on that day, because it will feel like the world has lifted from your shoulders.
Take care chica xo
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Watch out as ultimate Cute and Funkyness arives...
191 posts
Location: Holland, Zaandam (next to Amsterdam)
191 posts
Location: Holland, Zaandam (next to Amsterdam)
Posted:
here is a big.. feel better HUG...... and yes [censored] happens and love hurts....
x
here is a big.. feel better HUG...
... and yes [censored] happens and love hurts....x
Push me, and then just hurt me, till i can get my satisfaction...
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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
its hard when every day you are reminded somehow of the past.. and there is no way of avoiding the constant reminders
its hard when every day you are reminded somehow of the past.. and there is no way of avoiding the constant reminders
::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Posted:
Is there any chance of going on holiday for a little while? Or even just going to stay at a good friend's house? If you're not working this weekend, take yourself away to somewhere beautiful... mountains or lakes or somesuch and just sit and think. Go somewhere were you won't be surrounded by memories and well meaning friends asking if you're alright every 20 seconds.
And try to do something utterly selfish (
) everyday that's going to make you feel good - lots of treats, just because you deserve it goddamit.
I found chocolate helped, but then, I'm female
(copious amounts of alcohol and drugs only work for so long and it always makes things much worse the next day
)
Look after yourself xo
Is there any chance of going on holiday for a little while? Or even just going to stay at a good friend's house? If you're not working this weekend, take yourself away to somewhere beautiful... mountains or lakes or somesuch and just sit and think. Go somewhere were you won't be surrounded by memories and well meaning friends asking if you're alright every 20 seconds.
And try to do something utterly selfish (
) everyday that's going to make you feel good - lots of treats, just because you deserve it goddamit. I found chocolate helped, but then, I'm female
(copious amounts of alcohol and drugs only work for so long and it always makes things much worse the next day
)Look after yourself xo
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member
111 posts
Location: Sweden
member
111 posts
Location: Sweden
Posted:
burning memos from your brain? has anyone suggested that you could try drugs?
they really do the work good! infact they can burn your whole brain..
burning memos from your brain? has anyone suggested that you could try drugs?
they really do the work good! infact they can burn your whole brain..
youre like the diet coke of evil. just one calorie, not evil enough.
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Mistress of Pink...Multicoloured
6,140 posts
Location: Over There, United Kingdom
Mistress of Pink...Multicoloured
6,140 posts
Location: Over There, United Kingdom
Posted:
The good times wouldn't be nearly as good if you haven't experianced the bad.
The good times wouldn't be nearly as good if you haven't experianced the bad.
Never pick up a duck in a dungeon...
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Carpal \'Tunnel
2,617 posts
Location: Berlin, Ireland
Carpal \'Tunnel
2,617 posts
Location: Berlin, Ireland
Posted:
Interestingly they are looking at medaction to do this as well as medication to never let you forget anything.
Alternatively I dug up some wisdom for you. This is from a great book called The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran
Sorry for your pain. Passing of time and degradation of memory is natures evolution to help us get over the sadness that sometimes envelops us.
The pain will leave and the residue it leaves will be of use to you in the future. To lose that is to lose the lesson you will learn.
EDITED_BY: DeepSoulSheep (1089300965)
Interestingly they are looking at medaction to do this as well as medication to never let you forget anything.
Alternatively I dug up some wisdom for you. This is from a great book called The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran
Written by:
Joy and Sorrow
Then a woman said, "Speak to us of Joy and Sorrow."
And he answered:
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.
And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.
Is not the cup that hold your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?
And is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow," and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come, and when one sits alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
Verily you are suspended like scales between your sorrow and your joy.
Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced.
When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his gold and his silver, needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.
Sorry for your pain. Passing of time and degradation of memory is natures evolution to help us get over the sadness that sometimes envelops us.
The pain will leave and the residue it leaves will be of use to you in the future. To lose that is to lose the lesson you will learn.
EDITED_BY: DeepSoulSheep (1089300965)
I live in a world of infinite possibilities.
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Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Posted:
That's a particularly encouraging thought Mr Sheep
That's a particularly encouraging thought Mr Sheep Getting to the other side
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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
the lesson is: never fall in love cause it will chew you for the rest of your life one way or another
the lesson is: never fall in love cause it will chew you for the rest of your life one way or another
::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Posted:
nah, you have to fall in love - cos otherwise you won't know what it is.
And experience, no matter how euphoric or unpleasant at the time, is always worth it.
(though, that sounds a bit crap coming from some person you don't know on the internet from somewhere else in the world... but hey, spinning fire is still fun )
nah, you have to fall in love - cos otherwise you won't know what it is.
And experience, no matter how euphoric or unpleasant at the time, is always worth it.
(though, that sounds a bit crap coming from some person you don't know on the internet from somewhere else in the world... but hey, spinning fire is still fun
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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
yes it is.. i just need a hug
yes it is.. i just need a hug
::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Posted:
Oh god. I'm so sorry darlin... I know (roughly) how you feel right now.
Cyber hugs aren't going to make a bit of difference, I'm afraid.
But I (and I'm sure all the others on this board) am thinking of you and sending you lots of positive thoughts and best wishes.
D'u think you'll be able to go somewhere for the weekend?
xoxo
Oh god. I'm so sorry darlin... I know (roughly) how you feel right now.
Cyber hugs aren't going to make a bit of difference, I'm afraid.
But I (and I'm sure all the others on this board) am thinking of you and sending you lots of positive thoughts and best wishes.
D'u think you'll be able to go somewhere for the weekend?
xoxo
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Carpal \'Tunnel
4,172 posts
Location: Hastings, United Kingdom
Carpal \'Tunnel
4,172 posts
Location: Hastings, United Kingdom
Posted:
This might help. Its a song by The Streets called dry your eyes mate. T'is a loverly song and when I heard it today I thought of you It's in an english acent an' all but i think you'll understnad ok. maybe you could download it onto mp3 or something?
Much love to you
Aimee xxxx
EDITED_BY: x_aimee_x (1089318862)
This might help. Its a song by The Streets called dry your eyes mate. T'is a loverly song and when I heard it today I thought of you
It's in an english acent an' all but i think you'll understnad ok. maybe you could download it onto mp3 or something?Much love to you
Aimee xxxx
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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
This weekend im not sure.. Since mechanical enigneering likes to give lots of homework.. i doubt i will ahve much time for anything... Usually though it was spent with my love, who is also an engineer. So its rough trying to find new things to do, because everything that i DO do reminds me of the past.... I just want to pack up and move somewhere else, fresh start. Any ideas? who will give me free housing?? I can be your pet engineer ::puppy face:::
This weekend im not sure.. Since mechanical enigneering likes to give lots of homework.. i doubt i will ahve much time for anything... Usually though it was spent with my love, who is also an engineer. So its rough trying to find new things to do, because everything that i DO do reminds me of the past.... I just want to pack up and move somewhere else, fresh start. Any ideas? who will give me free housing?? I can be your pet engineer ::puppy face:::
::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Mushroom Fueled Frenzy
139 posts
Location: Philadelphia, PA, USA
Posted:
Interesting thing about chocolate... it contains the "love" chemicals that the female brain produces when "in love" Im not going to go on a huge scientific post about this.. but yeah thats why almost all women love chocolate. Interesting eh?
As for drugs.. yeah wish i could loose my mind on some nice mush mush
.. but that would only lead to a bad trip im sure of it. Boozing helps temporarily, but i find that doing anything to relieve the pain that i am experiencing only makes it worse. Just got to sort this out.. poi helps, dancing helps, music helps, partying helps, being around good vibes helps, being an engineer with huge stress doesnt...
Written by: Firepoise
I found chocolate helped, but then, I'm female
(copious amounts of alcohol and drugs only work for so long and it always makes things much worse the next day
Interesting thing about chocolate... it contains the "love" chemicals that the female brain produces when "in love" Im not going to go on a huge scientific post about this.. but yeah thats why almost all women love chocolate. Interesting eh?
As for drugs.. yeah wish i could loose my mind on some nice mush mush
.. but that would only lead to a bad trip im sure of it. Boozing helps temporarily, but i find that doing anything to relieve the pain that i am experiencing only makes it worse. Just got to sort this out.. poi helps, dancing helps, music helps, partying helps, being around good vibes helps, being an engineer with huge stress doesnt... ::::does a little monkey man dance::::
You'll understand when you see his dancing feet
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Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Still wiggling
5,967 posts
Location: Belfast, Northern Ireland (UK)
Posted:
Yeah, I know about the chemicals thingme... that's why chocolate is my friend
Your experiences with the drugs/alcohol and heartbreak mix are the same as mine... they just made me wallow more. And, worse, made me lose the perspective to keep going... yep, you'll sort it out... eventually. This time now is the unpleasant healing and pain time. Stick with the good vibes... anything that will make you smile a bit.
And I would still recommend going somewhere new or doing something different over the weekend... (mechanical engineering can wait, goddamit!!)
Anyways, work's finished and I'm off home to bed, so goodnight, take care and look after yourself sir.
Much hugging
xo
Yeah, I know about the chemicals thingme... that's why chocolate is my friend
Your experiences with the drugs/alcohol and heartbreak mix are the same as mine... they just made me wallow more. And, worse, made me lose the perspective to keep going... yep, you'll sort it out... eventually. This time now is the unpleasant healing and pain time. Stick with the good vibes... anything that will make you smile a bit.
And I would still recommend going somewhere new or doing something different over the weekend... (mechanical engineering can wait, goddamit!!)
Anyways, work's finished and I'm off home to bed, so goodnight, take care and look after yourself sir.
Much hugging
xo
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