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(im going to laugh so much is Vanize makes a singles topic at the same time! lol!)
i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey
Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...
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I'm all depressed atm, its the whole coming home to an empty place etc etc
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Known a girl for a while whos really nice, funny, pretty, lovely basically. We started to get together on Weds last week, things were going well etc. Then last night I realised I just wasn't feeling it at all. Don't know if its not being over the last one or what, but something just felt really wrong. Turns out this girls liked me for ages and I've sorta crushed her... Now I feel like the biggest steaming piece of crud ever.
I don't even know why I turned her away, something felt really really bad but I can't place it. Perhaps I secretly just enjoy sabotaging myself?
(BTW, thanks guys, its nice having a place to vent all this stuff!)
Working hard to be a wandering hippie layabout. Ten years down, five to go!
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ohmygodlaserbeamspewpewpew!
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here here totally agree
I was gonna conquer the world but got distracted by something shiny!
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had her carpal tunnel surgery already thanks v much
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Monks most definately can't have nuns! (Neither can nuns have monks)
You aren't thinking or really existing unless you're willing to risk even your own sanity in the judgment of your existence.
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My highschool principle was a brother who had it off with a nun...
i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey
Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...
BRONZE Member since Jan 2005
had her carpal tunnel surgery already thanks v much
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland (UK)
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"vices are like genitals - most are ugly to behold, and yet we find that our own are dear to us."
(G.W. Dahlquist)
Owner of Dragosani's left half
BRONZE Member since Jul 2003
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i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey
Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...
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I was gonna conquer the world but got distracted by something shiny!
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THE MEEK WILL INHERIT THE EARTH!
If that's okay with you?
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Working hard to be a wandering hippie layabout. Ten years down, five to go!
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And monkeys are great at geometry. How do you think they get the bend in bananas?
ohmygodlaserbeamspewpewpew!
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I was gonna conquer the world but got distracted by something shiny!
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ohmygodlaserbeamspewpewpew!
Maybe it wasn't a banana?! Oh noes!I suspect that means either I will make myself single soon, or perhaps go back to being multiple... sigh.
It is hard to leave when there is so much love. But when the love is so f-ing complicated, I think it maybe for the best. I dont really do complicated any more.
sigh.
* wanders off to find chocolate, maybe a bannana too...*
"God *was* my co-pilot, but then we crashed, and I had to eat him..."
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for bansheecat me thinks 
I was gonna conquer the world but got distracted by something shiny!
Delete"God *was* my co-pilot, but then we crashed, and I had to eat him..."
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I was gonna conquer the world but got distracted by something shiny!
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Complicated.
Well, I am not anymore. I live very simply, with a lot of joy and silliness, hard work, and integrity. I just function with open honest kind compassionate communication at the base of every interaction.... surprisingly , it works well in my life.
But, my boyfriend is still working through past baggage, trauma, patterns of behaviour developed before conscious of it. Sometimes it makes him secretive,edgy, untrusting, blocked emotionally. He does not have full conscious control of it yet. I did that work, we all do-- but now I just want to get on with enjoying simple love. He cant quite do that consistently, cause the fears and blocks and past stuff interfere.
Basic problem is when he is most himself, love flows freely, we are both happy. Yet when something triggers past issues with him, he shuts off, goes internal, changes his behaviour for no reason apparent to me, and the love gets all tangled. It feels , to me, like an on/off switch .
I just dont have patience for it, because he does not let me help-- when in that state I am just cut off. I am pretty clear what I want from a relationship, and it became apparent i was not likely to expereince it with him anytime soon.
I need to live in the present moment, and he is not always capable of joining me there. So I had to let go.
But it is fine now, no worries, just had to make the adjustment, and it felt awful to leave such a beautiful man. But we are all beautiful creatures, in one way or another, aren;t we. Lots to love in the world!
"God *was* my co-pilot, but then we crashed, and I had to eat him..."
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'We're all mad here. I'm mad, you're mad." [said the Cat.]
"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "Or you wouldn't have come here."
- Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures In Wonderland
SILVER Member since Oct 2004
Beautiful Intelligent Thoughtful Cute Happy!
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Ok been chatting to this guy for a while we met up got on just as well as we did for real and stuff as we did online and we decided to meet for a second date.
We had our second date and basically now wont actually chat txt or speak to me full stop what is the matter with the friggin world why can't if he didnt wanna see me again just say so wasnt like we were engaged to be married or anything just would be nice to say ok i dont feel for you like i thought i would or what ever crap that men sometimes spout!
Why do i either attract total d**ks or total users? where have all the nice guys gone and why are they always gay if i do meet them?
I am ttoally at the point that the nun option is looking rather tempting right now!
I was gonna conquer the world but got distracted by something shiny!
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