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Posted: 15th Sep 2002
I must admit that I only met one female who spun that I didnt like. Then again that went off of first impressions alone. Any how, even though I have just about pissed off everyone on this board once or twice, I have yet to find someone on here that I do not like or do not get along with on some plane or another. Definatly find a girl who spins. Then again I have been talking to Cassandra, Rozi and Bam Bam those three are some of the sweetest people I know.

Ok now that I have beat around the bush for forever, my point is... Find a chick that spins!!

Some Jarhead last night: "this dumb a$$ thinks hes fireproof"

Posted: 15th Sep 2002
ummmm Raymond..... i AM a girl that spins.....

Currently on the right side up of the world.

Posted: 16th Sep 2002
Your cool too, but I was talking to Byron...

Some Jarhead last night: "this dumb a$$ thinks hes fireproof"

Posted: 16th Sep 2002
oh...
hehehe

*shuts up now*

Currently on the right side up of the world.

Posted: 16th Sep 2002
Of course, there is nothing wrong with 2 girls spinning together...

Raph

Posted: 16th Sep 2002
Flynt, as the french say, that's friggan awful!
may you fart in his general direction.

may this picture guide your actions:

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swiiiiiish

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Posted: 16th Sep 2002
Ohh my that is a great pic hehe

*walks out the door laughing*

Some Jarhead last night: "this dumb a$$ thinks hes fireproof"

Posted: 16th Sep 2002
heheheheee thanks Bender!
Im sure theres some deep meaningful part to that, but in the meantime, TA FOR THE LAFF!
*hugz*
`

Currently on the right side up of the world.

Posted: 19th Sep 2002
Feeling better?

Raph

Posted: 19th Sep 2002
yes thanks!

i thought i might have let this thread die... i kinda got sick of the sound of my own... keys tapping a few days ago.
dont really want to sound self absorbed?

but things are good.
i rang him last night, got his answering machine, and i just said:
"hey its me, just wanted to say, we are cool, we're friends, be happy with bec, and you still owe me a dinner and just , yeah, its all good, take care of yourself"

i meant it. i mean, who am i to stand in the way of his happiness, or bec's or anyones! or my own! i have a mantra now. it goes like this:

I am an amazing person, with no regrets, and i will live my life the very best way i can!

Raph, you sleepy yet? this is putting me to sleep... xoxox

Currently on the right side up of the world.

Posted: 19th Sep 2002
No regrets?

Then you are quite fortunate!

I can look back at my life and see all the times I turned right when I should have turned left.

Raph

Posted: 19th Sep 2002
I have two regrets.
one is an apology i owe to someone in my family.
im hoping i will be able to face them soon, and apologise.

the other was not getting in touch with a friend, before her early and tragic death. She had been on my mind, and when i went to make enquiries as to her whereabouts, i was told she had died the night before... `
im hopeful that i will see her again after this life is over `

Currently on the right side up of the world.

Posted: 19th Sep 2002
I have many regrets.

One thing I have learned is that its easier to have regrets for things you tried than to wonder "what if" throughout the remainder of your life.

Raph

Posted: 19th Sep 2002
hmm i know that one. But why, if you try something new, instead of wondering, and give it all your best, why would you regret it?

a regret implies something halfhearted, or something not done properly, or done wrongly.
If you try your best, and experience things to their fullest..... where is the regret in that?

Currently on the right side up of the world.

Posted: 19th Sep 2002
There have definitely been times when I have not given my best effort.
I under-achieved in enough areas of my life to have cultivated a real sense of how much I wasted my own potential.

Thats why I try and avoid that now.

Raph

Posted: 20th Sep 2002
hey flynt

It's all good

Posted: 20th Sep 2002
yes pantsonfire? `

Currently on the right side up of the world.

Posted: 20th Sep 2002
hey flynt, sorry to hear your in pain, i 've had a simular expence (although everything is unique), theres not much you can do except keep going. One foot in front of the other, dont give up,
maybe if he does stuff like that your better of without him?? but remember this comment is made in light of the information i know(what you said), and in actual fact the situation is most probably more complicated.
anyhow sending love your way!!!

It's all good

Posted: 20th Sep 2002
sorry should have read the end of the thread first hey!!!

It's all good

Posted: 20th Sep 2002
lol, yups!

Thank you muchly tho! *hugz* twas very sweet of you `

Im so glad that i can share this stuff with the wonderful ppl at HoP, who are always very supporting and loving!!

Currently on the right side up of the world.

Posted: 22nd Sep 2002
Sounds like you are doing much better now.



Raph