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Login/Join to ParticipateCarpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
if your feeling lo or just want to rant about something then feel free
lastnight (saturday1st).........i broke down.......i mean, i cryed!!!!
i dunno why i'm posting this.......but i pysicly broke down in tears,
alot of things got on top of me lastnight, and as i called a friend to say i was not in a good situation and asked if i could come round because i had nowhere to go i just started crying uncontrolably....... i'm still pretty weepy now but my friend took me in....gave me coffee and listened to me, which if she reads this i'm very gratefull for.
awwwwwwww hell, i'm crying agian
im gonna sign off now and get in my bed n cry
EDITED_BY: ravehead (1128420003)
if your feeling lo or just want to rant about something then feel free
lastnight (saturday1st).........i broke down.......i mean, i cryed!!!!
i dunno why i'm posting this.......but i pysicly broke down in tears,
alot of things got on top of me lastnight, and as i called a friend to say i was not in a good situation and asked if i could come round because i had nowhere to go i just started crying uncontrolably....... i'm still pretty weepy now but my friend took me in....gave me coffee and listened to me, which if she reads this i'm very gratefull for.
awwwwwwww hell, i'm crying agian
im gonna sign off now and get in my bed n cry
EDITED_BY: ravehead (1128420003)
Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Posted:
I just don't understand the world sometimes... I feel like I'm insane. And everything I ask must be too much. There's no way to understadn whats right and whats not and its so confusing....
why do I always get yelled at? I'm sure there's something I'm missing but it never makes any sense... I don't understand... My friends tell me I'm strong but s.o's think i'm horrible, my family is worse... I don't know. And the one who wasn't insane... it wasn't ok for me to be weak sometimes. And when people are so strong... is it ok to be weak sometimes?
Oh god I don't understand....
I just don't understand the world sometimes... I feel like I'm insane. And everything I ask must be too much. There's no way to understadn whats right and whats not and its so confusing....
why do I always get yelled at? I'm sure there's something I'm missing but it never makes any sense... I don't understand... My friends tell me I'm strong but s.o's think i'm horrible, my family is worse... I don't know. And the one who wasn't insane... it wasn't ok for me to be weak sometimes. And when people are so strong... is it ok to be weak sometimes?
Oh god I don't understand....
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
Internet Hate Machine
10,530 posts
Location: They seek him here, they seek him there...
10,530 posts
Location: They seek him here, they seek him there...
Posted:
The existance of flamethrowers says that someone, somewhere, at sometime said "I need to set that thing on fire, but it's too far away."
BRONZE Member
Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
Posted:
for Kyrian
I also dont understand the world... but then again nobody understands me
ravehead, I'm worried. You ok?
for KyrianI also dont understand the world... but then again nobody understands me
ravehead, I'm worried. You ok?
It may be your sole purpose in life to serve as a warning to others
Founder and Official leader of the Curby Clan
*Owner of Brenn*
Carpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
i'm ok
was just really lo the other day
thanx for the concern though
i'm ok
was just really lo the other day
thanx for the concern though
Carpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
surely some of you out there need huggage
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What a Bummer
3,224 posts
Location: Shatfield, Hertfordshire, United Kingdom
What a Bummer
3,224 posts
Location: Shatfield, Hertfordshire, United Kingdom
Posted:
Huggage is always good dude, thankies... Back at ya, cheer up!
Huggage is always good dude, thankies... Back at ya, cheer up!
Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Posted:
i'm happy, if fretting, but hugs are |ALWAYS wonderful
i'm happy, if fretting, but hugs are |ALWAYS wonderful
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
Carpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
yes indeedy dooo hugs are wonderfull to the max (no not you yoni)
yes indeedy dooo hugs are wonderfull to the max (no not you yoni)
Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Posted:
bad idea, posting that i'm fine...
I HATE myself. i'm sooo upset at me. mostly for not being able to talk about whats wrong. i SUCK. goddamit... i can't even cry. i can't anything. i haev to pretend to be brave and i'm not and i can't talk and its 230 and i [censored] hate myself and agh....
bad idea, posting that i'm fine...
I HATE myself. i'm sooo upset at me. mostly for not being able to talk about whats wrong. i SUCK. goddamit... i can't even cry. i can't anything. i haev to pretend to be brave and i'm not and i can't talk and its 230 and i [censored] hate myself and agh....
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
Carpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
i really need a cuddle, i feel so lo right now, and i'm pushing everyone away thats trying to help. whats worse is i realise i'm doing it and that i would hate to be alone right now, saying that though i am.........except for chatting to people on msn.
i don't know what sets me off on my road to depression just that it feels horrible, i feel empty and alone, i have no one i can turn to and ask for a real cuddle.
ok on the surface i may seem cheeky and a laugh but on the inside is a hollow shell, a front to compensate for whatr i lack in this life.......company
i really need a cuddle, i feel so lo right now, and i'm pushing everyone away thats trying to help. whats worse is i realise i'm doing it and that i would hate to be alone right now, saying that though i am.........except for chatting to people on msn.
i don't know what sets me off on my road to depression just that it feels horrible, i feel empty and alone, i have no one i can turn to and ask for a real cuddle.
ok on the surface i may seem cheeky and a laugh but on the inside is a hollow shell, a front to compensate for whatr i lack in this life.......company
GOLD Member
Pirate Pixie Crew Captain
8,428 posts
Location: Wales
Pirate Pixie Crew Captain
8,428 posts
Location: Wales
Posted:
Sweetheart you are not alone. You have us, and although most of the time we are only here for you on-line, we are real and can come and give you hugs in the real world too. It just takes a little longer to do and a bit more effort.
Try not to shut yourself up alone in the house with just the computer for company. Make the effort to go out and meet people. I know its hard at first but once you start making yourself do it, it will become easier to do each time.
Do you know why you feel so down or is it something that has just crept up on you?
Sweetheart you are not alone. You have us, and although most of the time we are only here for you on-line, we are real and can come and give you hugs in the real world too. It just takes a little longer to do and a bit more effort.
Try not to shut yourself up alone in the house with just the computer for company. Make the effort to go out and meet people. I know its hard at first but once you start making yourself do it, it will become easier to do each time.
Do you know why you feel so down or is it something that has just crept up on you?
Feed me Chocolate!!! Feed me NOW!
Carpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
thank you skully, last night was not good for me. i don't know what set me off but even doing some fire poi didn't help lift my mood.
today has been better....a little.
i met up with some friends and they got me absolutley trollied
it's been ages sincee i last saw them so it was a nice treat for me, i'm not always a manic depressive but lastnigtt i really did need some one to comfort me
thank you skully, last night was not good for me. i don't know what set me off but even doing some fire poi didn't help lift my mood.today has been better....a little.
i met up with some friends and they got me absolutley trollied
it's been ages sincee i last saw them so it was a nice treat for me, i'm not always a manic depressive but lastnigtt i really did need some one to comfort me
Carpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
ok...........so i still don't feel all that good in myself. i don't know whats up with me but what i do know is i'm not myself.
i don't want to harp on about feeling depressed but people around me are noticing i'm not quite there.
this is just a warning i suppose.......if i do seem off-ish and snappy i really don't mean to offend any one
ok...........so i still don't feel all that good in myself. i don't know whats up with me but what i do know is i'm not myself.
i don't want to harp on about feeling depressed but people around me are noticing i'm not quite there.
this is just a warning i suppose.......if i do seem off-ish and snappy i really don't mean to offend any one
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Running hippy spinning lemming
15 posts
Location: Scotland
Running hippy spinning lemming
15 posts
Location: Scotland
Posted:
my inbox is open if you wanna rant
take care of yourself...
my inbox is open if you wanna rant
take care of yourself...
Fear leads to anger; anger leads to hate; hate leads to suffering...
BRONZE Member
Insert Champagne Here
13,215 posts
Location: without class distinction, Australia
Insert Champagne Here
13,215 posts
Location: without class distinction, Australia
Posted:
I'm sitting here with a civillian. whos is every bit as nutty and moronic as us. maybe she should join. all those in favour of another cute staff spinner? (sorry boys, she's taken)
I'm sitting here with a civillian. whos is every bit as nutty and moronic as us. maybe she should join. all those in favour of another cute staff spinner? (sorry boys, she's taken)
i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey
Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...
Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Posted:
i am!
i'm also in favour of getting some hugs... oh god i feel out of my element right now....
i am!
i'm also in favour of getting some hugs... oh god i feel out of my element right now....
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
BRONZE Member
Insert Champagne Here
13,215 posts
Location: without class distinction, Australia
Insert Champagne Here
13,215 posts
Location: without class distinction, Australia
Posted:
hugs? ok! i can do that!!!
and how about one of these for good measure?
hugs? ok! i can do that!!!
and how about one of these for good measure?
i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey
Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...
Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Posted:
yay hugs!!
I'm feeling a bit better now.. .more and less confused, both, but generallly happy (I had a good ride yesterday! )
yay hugs!!
I'm feeling a bit better now.. .more and less confused, both, but generallly happy (I had a good ride yesterday!
) Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
Carpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
don't be rude Kyrian
don't be rude Kyrian Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Posted:
i wasn't!
*sighs*
you'd think after having done equestrian stuff all my life i'd have cottoned onto the idea that i can't just say that- but it just doesn't mean that to me!
oh and a had a great time out last night as well. being single is easier and more fun here in britain! and for whatever reason, despite people being more repressed, they're .. hmm.. because of probably... they're really flirty and fun when drunk. and anyway it was just good
i wasn't!
*sighs*
you'd think after having done equestrian stuff all my life i'd have cottoned onto the idea that i can't just say that- but it just doesn't mean that to me!
oh and a had a great time out last night as well. being single is easier and more fun here in britain! and for whatever reason, despite people being more repressed, they're .. hmm.. because of probably... they're really flirty and fun when drunk. and anyway it was just good
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
SILVER Member
....of doom!
585 posts
Location: Hastings, UK
....of doom!
585 posts
Location: Hastings, UK
Posted:
hmmph
its a friends birthday on saturday. ok, so he's more of a friend of my boyfriend but i've known him for a while myself and we've always got along pretty well. we were meant to be going over to eastbourne to go out with him and some of the other kids. i've been really looking forward to it because last time we went out together here it was bloody brilliant.
anyway, i've turned down a shift behind the bar at the local club (which could have led to a new job), bought new clothes that i couldnt afford etc etc...only to get a text from my boyfriend this afternoon. 'apparently its boys only on saturday'. sorry what?
i'm so sick of the way my 'friends' have been treating me recently (rudely) and now i don't have the right [censored] chromosome to enjoy a night out!
bastards.
admittedly my very lovely boyfriend isnt going either because he is nice and stuff. also he thinks its silly.
hug me *cries*
hmmph
its a friends birthday on saturday. ok, so he's more of a friend of my boyfriend but i've known him for a while myself and we've always got along pretty well. we were meant to be going over to eastbourne to go out with him and some of the other kids. i've been really looking forward to it because last time we went out together here it was bloody brilliant.
anyway, i've turned down a shift behind the bar at the local club (which could have led to a new job), bought new clothes that i couldnt afford etc etc...only to get a text from my boyfriend this afternoon. 'apparently its boys only on saturday'. sorry what?
i'm so sick of the way my 'friends' have been treating me recently (rudely) and now i don't have the right [censored] chromosome to enjoy a night out!
bastards.
admittedly my very lovely boyfriend isnt going either because he is nice and stuff. also he thinks its silly.
hug me *cries*
Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Posted:
oddly enough i do actually understand why they would say that possibly. some guys are really uncomfortable around girls, like they want to be rude idiots and stuff and they don't feel they can around people who are actually "decent" and "ccool".. they prolly just wanted to be able to be icky and mean and stuff without worrying.
bt its still super-shite when that happens!
oddly enough i do actually understand why they would say that possibly. some guys are really uncomfortable around girls, like they want to be rude idiots and stuff and they don't feel they can around people who are actually "decent" and "ccool".. they prolly just wanted to be able to be icky and mean and stuff without worrying.
bt its still super-shite when that happens!
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
SILVER Member
Running hippy spinning lemming
15 posts
Location: Scotland
Running hippy spinning lemming
15 posts
Location: Scotland
Posted:
please... without explaination... just please
please... without explaination... just please
Fear leads to anger; anger leads to hate; hate leads to suffering...
GOLD Member
What a Bummer
3,224 posts
Location: Shatfield, Hertfordshire, United Kingdom
What a Bummer
3,224 posts
Location: Shatfield, Hertfordshire, United Kingdom
Posted:
NOT all guys are like that.... not in my experience anyway! lol
Written by: Kyrian
oddly enough i do actually understand why they would say that possibly. some guys are really uncomfortable around girls, like they want to be rude idiots and stuff and they don't feel they can around people who are actually "decent" and "ccool".. they prolly just wanted to be able to be icky and mean and stuff without worrying.
bt its still super-shite when that happens!
NOT all guys are like that.... not in my experience anyway! lol
Carpal \'Tunnel
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
7,193 posts
Location: in the trees
Posted:
i think i feel really s*hitty now......i dunno...........i'm not exactly sure what i feel. i feel dispondant i aint got a job, i feell i'm left out in some way, i feel like poo to tell the truth but i don't feel down...........why is this??
maybe because i have been lower than i am now......i've had worse??
who knows???...... i know people don't really care but when they do i distance myself from them. i dont want to hurt them but i dont want them close enough so i can hurt them.
do i sound mixed up or what!!!!!!!
i think i feel really s*hitty now......i dunno...........i'm not exactly sure what i feel. i feel dispondant i aint got a job, i feell i'm left out in some way, i feel like poo to tell the truth but i don't feel down...........why is this??
maybe because i have been lower than i am now......i've had worse??
who knows???...... i know people don't really care but when they do i distance myself from them. i dont want to hurt them but i dont want them close enough so i can hurt them.
do i sound mixed up or what!!!!!!!
BRONZE Member
Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
Posted:
Nah, you just dont wanna hurt anyone and thats fine.
Dont distance yourself too much from everyone though. Your friends are there to help you, and believe it or not, you need them.
I'm your friend
Nah, you just dont wanna hurt anyone and thats fine.
Dont distance yourself too much from everyone though. Your friends are there to help you, and believe it or not, you need them.
I'm your friend
It may be your sole purpose in life to serve as a warning to others
Founder and Official leader of the Curby Clan
*Owner of Brenn*
SILVER Member
veteran
1,260 posts
Location: Now in the land of Oz, Australia
veteran
1,260 posts
Location: Now in the land of Oz, Australia
Posted:
i will be if you let me i teld to pop in every now and then and no one really nos me on hop but PM me if you want to
:hugs:
i will be if you let me
i teld to pop in every now and then and no one really nos me on hop but PM me if you want to :hugs:
What if we think the jokes on them,
But really - the jokes on us....
and also... i wuv Rougie *snuz*
BRONZE Member
Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
Out! Out! You demons of stupidity!
587 posts
Location: Somewhere, out there..., South Africa
Posted:
Hey Fire Bunny! You seem like a nice person so I think it wont be too hard to make friends here on HoP.
Feel free to chat anytime
Hey Fire Bunny! You seem like a nice person so I think it wont be too hard to make friends here on HoP.
Feel free to chat anytime
It may be your sole purpose in life to serve as a warning to others
Founder and Official leader of the Curby Clan
*Owner of Brenn*
Dreamer
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
4,308 posts
Location: York, England
Posted:
Yeah, I can't get a job right now or I lose health insurance. Since I have multiple reasons to want it, I've got another month or so to wait....
eh... life's confusing!
Yeah, I can't get a job right now or I lose health insurance. Since I have multiple reasons to want it, I've got another month or so to wait....
eh... life's confusing!
Keep your dream alive
Dreamin is still how the strong survive
Shalom VeAhavah
New Hampshire has a point....
BRONZE Member
Insert Champagne Here
13,215 posts
Location: without class distinction, Australia
Insert Champagne Here
13,215 posts
Location: without class distinction, Australia
Posted:
you cant get a job or you lose health insurance??? i so dont get that!!
you cant get a job or you lose health insurance??? i so dont get that!!
i would have changed ***** to phallus, and claire to petey Petey
Rougie: but that's what I'm doing here
Arnwyn: what letting me adjust myself in your room?..don't you dare quote that on HoP...
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