Embarassed by your videos?

i believe this thread is rather necesary... I really would like to take a video and post it on this site, but hell... All of these videos that i see, im not sure if i want to disgrace myself by showing some poi that people will say "yeah, i can do those moves, and that one, alright... not that one, BUT THAT ONE!" Ive made about 3 videos, each one that i see, i witness a mistake (minor or major, im a perfectionest) Am i the only one feeling this way? lol i havent posted any videos because either A. im self concious (however you spell that. ) B. Dont like my mess ups. I know that poi is not about whos better, but i want to stick out a little from the crowd... i would love it alot if i could just post my videos with no embarassment. I shouldnt feel this way, but its people that post some remarkable videos that brings down my confidence. lol. No worries though, im working on a video, no editing, none, and i will post it before summer (i plan my FIRST fire spin this summer) Im just wondering, am i the only one with this feeling?

Much love, all. thanks for comments, if any.

oh.........................you mean "those" kind of video's

HEY! REMEMBER THESE THREADS ARE PG?!? lol, just playing man,

Yeah I'll show some embarrassing videos
here,
and
here- my first burn...

tink!

i'm so glad there is no footage of my first fire, i think it was at my old highschool late one night and consisted of fast 3 beat weave..........and there might of been some staff then too

I cringe and go the lovely colour of lobster whenever I watch my first video I set on on here.

But then I look and watch and see how far I've progressed